Lilmissmups what will 2010 bring diary!

Shoe_Gal

gwen80 wrote: »

Hi LMM!

I normally lurk, but wanted to say 'Please don't email him back!'. You're sounding more positive about things and like you're doing a little better, don't invite him into your life again now so that he can mess with your head again. Get yourself strong and moving on with your life, then maybe you can try and be friends, but right now you need to put yourself first

Take care

Gwenx

^^^^^^ defo what gwen said

Souk08

Don't reply. If you do you're just dragging the whole thing out love. Delete it and do your best to forget about him. You wont believe this now but there will come a day when you don't even think about him and the sooner you get there the better. Big hugs X

doodledo_2

Morning chick how the devil are you?

lilmissmup

I am hungry, been hungry for last 3 days. People are gonna start thinking I am preggers apart from the fact I haven't even held a mans hand for last 5 months :rotfl:

Not replied but not deleted either.

Its a month since I last spoke to him today and your right I don't want him hurting me again, just feel a bit mean ignoring him

Which is silly after him stringing me along for about 5 months....:rolleyes:

I hate being the nice person sometimes!

But I know I defo don't wanna be his friend, civil yes but not friends, no point, I don't do being friends with exes. Too jealous but at least I admit it!

Shoe_Gal

Why do you think you are so hungry Could it be the tablets?

lilmissmup

No idea hun, I have been on them nearly a month now so not sure why I would get this side effect now, keep craving salty stuff though so not sure if my levels are low.

Pretty tired today, have been sleeping quite a lot though recently, sort off to block things out a little though.

Think I am in winter hibernation mode, much prefer staying in still at moment, part fear of bumping into ex, part laziness/nothing to do.

Shoe_Gal

I have been hibernating today too - I hate winter :mad:

lilmissmup

Confession time. I just replied to ex with a very short and sweet email that doesn't need a reply. It was just getting on my mind that I kept thinking should I reply or not. But on the positives it took me nearly 3 days to reply after I read it so must be a tiny bit stronger

If he emails me back again in the near future it will be ignored, I am sure he has enough play toys to keep him amused anyway :rolleyes:

Shoe_Gal

As long as it feels right for you :A

lilmissmup

Dunno what is right, I would be perfectly happy if he left me well alone but not sure that will happen, just not in me to ignore someone I care about.

Still wondering when/if to delete rest of his family off Facebook, that site sucks sometimes, makes me jealous of people I don't even know (his brothers girlfriend) when I see them being pally with his family.

I am so weird. Just miss them all still.

Bah. Need to snap out of my mood tonight.