sucidial... no help given

frankiegirl

Keeping_Motivated wrote: »

Do you plan to do anything tonight?

no cos i would fail and everyone would think it was attention seeking and i have my son with me

xxvickixx

Sounds like you are having a rough time.

The doctors don't seem to be very understanding but try again they might not have realised how you feel. It's good that you are sharing with us. What would you like to say to them if you could go back there now?

From what you say it sounds like your ex is being supportive and you need to try and get this sorted out for both you and your son.

You sound like a caring and kind person, I am sure that your friends care about you much more than you know.

beaniebabe

frankiegirl wrote: »

no cos i would fail and everyone would think it was attention seeking and i have my son with me

We are not on here to judge you and will offer any support we can.
How old is your son and is he with you now
Have you taken any medication tonight

whitewing

Good. You're very special to your son. No one else will understand and love him as you do.

Have you had a look at the link that bestpud posted? It seems quite helpful.

BitterAndTwisted

Darling, remember when you said this? "Don't let that get you down! You are worth far more than that! Think of yourself as a Phoneix rising from the ashes and you will be better and stronger" That was a beautiful and kind thing to say to someone you don't know.

It was true when you said it to someone else and it's true for you now. Feeling like you've got the whole world on your shoulders and no-one to turn to is crushing but please, please remember this how you're feeling now and it doesn't always have to be this way. It really doesn't. There's always an answer. Life can turn around on a sixpence. Things can and do change but when you're in crisis it very difficult to see that clearly.

jamespir

hi frankiegirl i hope that you can get things sorted suicide isnt the option it doesent end problems you need to talk to somone im on most of the night if you feel the need im a good listener

frankiegirl

i have a file for my kids to open to let them know where my life insurance is so that they can get it to clear the mortgage, cleared out everything i wouldnt want anyone to see if anything were to happen to me. I worry for my son even complated changing my will so that everything is left to him.

xxvickixx

Frankiegirl, All the money in the world isn't going to bring mummy back though.

Please I want you to be very brave and do this for your babies. Can you call the Samaritans now, speak to them, they will understand and they will help you.

Keeping_Motivated

Go and make your self a cuppa and then talk on here or talk to samaritans, that would be a very positive and courageous step and a good start honestly.

Is your son asleep? How old is he? Do you have anymore children?

whitewing

frankie, you've obviously felt bad for quite some time. I know it feels unbearable and has done for a long while, but it will get better if you get some help.

Call the Samaritans - you can stay on here as you do.

Your children will need you around for a long time yet, even after they've all grown up and are taking you for granted. No one can replace you.