Alcohol self help thread II

lewt

what pills you getting feelie?

ac

i went to a meeting yesterday...

didnt talk cause im emotionally wrecked.....

it helped tho...

ive got to let go a little and wot will be will be

that dosent mean i should give up completly..... and it still means

i can fight for wot bit of hope there is left ...it also means i dont have to

constantly beat myself up about the situation....

after all its not all down to me and its not my right to take all the flacke for everything thats gone tits up ...

ive managed to pull myself together and ive also managed to talk on the phone about stuff.... and managed a smile & a giggle xxxxxxxxxx

hope all is well

feelinggood_2

lewt wrote:

what pills you getting feelie?

Various things, nothing exciting unfortunately!

Chrismojam

feelinggood wrote:

Thanks Jayne 2 months now - last night was the hardest - big row here, I stormed out - had to go to the pharmacy in the supermarkets to get some pills, managed to not walk down booze aisle, but someone smashed a bottle of port, and I could smell it, I so wanted to drink, took so much strength not to.

It proves how well you are doing that you didn't give in, don't you think? Well done XX

Chrismojam

ac wrote:

.........ive managed to pull myself together and ive also managed to talk on the phone about stuff.... and managed a smile & a giggle xxxxxxxxxx

hope all is well

Glad to hear it hun. You look after yourself, everything else will follow

Chrismojam

jayne.doe wrote:

Oh yeh i forgot the hugs:grouphug: :wave: :kisses3: And a big wave from Cornwall. Both Chris and Ac are so strong. Fg is for continuing not to drink or smoke (dont know how she can do both). All wonder women:D

Thanks hun. How is it down in Cornwall then? One of my mates is from there (not sure were)...lived in Liverpool over 20 years and still has a Cornish accent......(which isn't a bad thing.....better than some of the broad scouse accents I hear on a daily basis anyway!:rolleyes: )

I have decided to try and not stress myself out about my bro....(admittedly I do say this everytime:rolleyes: )......and mother as well....they are both so alike it is unreal.....never mind.....but I will have to learn whatever lesson/s they have been put on this earth for.....otherwise I'll be stuck with them in the next life:eek:

lewt

feelinggood wrote:

Various things, nothing exciting unfortunately!

i'm listening.......;)

beer2006

Hi

Still thinking of you ac and hope it gets better in the future.
Just a big hello to everyone else, bit louder to Jayne cos she's in Cornwall, doing whatever cornish people do in the winter, hibernate?

Isn't it funny, I was on top of the world, one little thing comes to mind and I'm rock bottom again, that was this morning, I'm back a bit further up now, just had a nice warm bath, that helped....... I'm sure you all wanted to know that. No candles or anything, just a manly bath, with kids toys floating about in it.

habibi_2

Any rubber ducks?

beer2006

Nah, just fish and frogs

How are you today? Been busy