Alcohol self help thread II

ac

mornin xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Al_Mac

ac has been and gone

ac

right shall i continue my blogg thingy :rolleyes: ......................

well......
after telling GP evertything, then me mum & then telling OH
when he'd already told me not to..... well from there everything
went plain sailing.......

i even managed to stretch the truth abit and told OH i was going
asda when i really went another AA meeting friday night.....
(went on to asda after )
well......... an alcoholic is one of the most devious kind of peeps you will
ever get to meet.... might as well put it to some good use and find
away how to get to as many meetings as i can :rolleyes: (i still got 'it' )

everthing was fine... i felt the most relaxed id ever been....
'done the full circle'
told GP my problem,
started going to AA meetings
and I really want to be sober.....
everything felt as it was coming together (thankGod) after how !!!!!!
i'd felt all week......... and then......................

OH decided to get in my head........
HE said he didnt want me to tell the GP cause if anything
happened to him then my guardianship of the kids could be put
into question :eek: :eek: ....... and i just thought he was ashamed of me :rolleyes:

so ive now has a nervous breakdown :rolleyes:
wondering if ive done the wrong thing or not.....
bit late now ............................

i do realise that i have and its just him :rolleyes: ...he dosent no ive
listerned to other peoples shares at meeting and here...
alot have been more dependant than i have......
lost their kids and got them back........... im nowere near that stage
and im never gonna be xxxxxxxxx

all my withdrawel symptons have gone (bit of back ache)
but its a small reminder
been really tired today... fliud intake poor......
still taking thiamin & b compound tabs but not really eating

hope all is well

p.s. ive have missed this sane place O and all you lot xxxx

Al_Mac

You're probably better off at the moment, as you're doing something about your problem. What justification has anyone for doing anything other than applauding what you are doing.

Hats off to you, would have had a toast to you, but realised I don't drink:eek:

micheleen

ac wrote:

right shall i continue my blogg thingy :rolleyes: ......................

well......
after telling GP evertything, then me mum & then telling OH
when he'd already told me not to..... well from there everything
went plain sailing.......

i even managed to stretch the truth abit and told OH i was going
asda when i really went another AA meeting friday night.....
(went on to asda after )
well......... an alcoholic is one of the most devious kind of peeps you will
ever get to meet.... might as well put it to some good use and find
away how to get to as many meetings as i can :rolleyes: (i still got 'it' )

everthing was fine... i felt the most relaxed id ever been....
'done the full circle'
told GP my problem,
started going to AA meetings
and I really want to be sober.....
everything felt as it was coming together (thankGod) after how !!!!!!
i'd felt all week......... and then......................
Quite right too
OH decided to get in my head........
HE said he didnt want me to tell the GP cause if anything
happened to him then my guardianship of the kids could be put
into question :eek: :eek: ....... and i just thought he was ashamed of me :rolleyes:
Bollox to him hun, bump him off now
so ive now has a nervous breakdown :rolleyes:
wondering if ive done the wrong thing or not.....
bit late now ............................
You've done the right thing for you
i do realise that i have and its just him :rolleyes: ...he dosent no ive
listerned to other peoples shares at meeting and here...
alot have been more dependant than i have......
lost their kids and got them back........... im nowere near that stage
and im never gonna be xxxxxxxxx
Yoy know you've done the right thing, not your problem if he's too thick to see it
all my withdrawel symptons have gone (bit of back ache)
but its a small reminder
been really tired today... fliud intake poor......
still taking thiamin & b compound tabs but not really eating
Keep trying hun, you will start eating again
hope all is well

p.s. ive have missed this sane place O and all you lot xxxx

You can get through it hun, you're travelling the right road now

Al_Mac

micheleen wrote:

Bollox to him hun, bump him off now

Can we have a raffle to see who gets to do it:rotfl: :j

micheleen

Course we can Al How many volunteers ?

jake2

count me in

frizz_head

Wow ac - how far have you come since this thread started? You are amazing!! :T:T:T:T:T

susiesaver

Just wanted to add my well done ac :T :T :T . You have come so far.