lilmissmups moving on and hopefully upwards diary!

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Hi Dawn
Keep your chin up, it will all work out for you. From reading your diary it sounds like you are better off without your ex (as harsh as that sounds) and you are doing fantasically well for yourself now.

P

ps - I was working today as it's not a bank holiday here in Scotland!

lilmissmup

Shoe gal thats cos you have had over a week off bless ya!

Palema, in some ways you are right but hey love is blind isn't it . Things couldn't go back to the way they were and he wouldn't change so i gotta start "moving on"

lilmissmup

Mmm emotionally this week was bad but i don't wanna go into it here and I am sure everyone is sick of it lol.

Well we got the full deposit back, I am going to pay my cheque into the bank today for my half.

I am slightly annoyed though as he got his half and yes he paid it when we moved in (or paid me back for it.....:rolleyes:) but me and my Dad cleaned that house when we moved out and did it all up and he did nothing so I don't think he deserves it fully. Just not fair he did nothing when we lived there too it and I even had to pack his boxes at the end just so he would take it! :mad:

Also need to get my last £125 off him too at some point. Trying to avoid him though as things were just getting worse.

His mum text me last night telling me she misses me.

Shoe_Gal

:j:j for the money back but l know what you mean about his half :mad: Could you not deduct the £125 from his share - or has it gone directly to him?

Have you got anything planned for the weekend?

lilmissmup

I told them to send his cheque to him as didn't wanna get into the ins and out of it with them and felt guilty asking for them to send it all to me.

Maybe i should have put a clause in when we moved in. You only get yours back if you ever tidy/mow the lawn without me threatening to do it or my dad/cook (could probably count the times on my toes/fingers). :rolleyes:

I am off out in a bit to go town and pay my monies in and meet a friend i haven't seen for a few months, male but also twice my age, hes lovely though, years ago when he was drunk told me i would make a lovely wife :rotfl:

Shoe_Gal

Hope you've had a good afternoon

lilmissmup

I did have a nice day yesterday, saw my friend then went to see my best mate and stayed there until Midnight and had a laugh, just watching telly mainly but it was the first day i have felt "normal" since the split.

Probably because hes out of town.

Today slightly different story, weird how finding little presents can set you off again.
People should not make promises in books saying they will love you forever.:o

Anyway paid that cheque in yesterday, once it clears I will pay off my telly which i put on my credit card.

Still need to ring the Halifax about my ISA....:o

wendz86

Hi,

Glad you are feeling a bit more normal, is great you have friends to spend your time with.

That is good about the deposit too.

Fire_Fox

lilmissmup wrote: »

Hes 30 now and back in the same position he was when we met when he was 23, maybe he will never grow up, who knows.

Yeah i know, just annoys me still that he quit the smoking "w"and is having more of a life now when thats what i wanted from him.

He said something that upset me a couple weeks ago, I said I wished he had quit the smoking for me (as I do believe it was a major issue in our relationship now i look back) as he had quit it now, he said that maybe he needed something big to happen to stop him and that if he didn't smoke as much we might not have been together so long, I should have been the thing that made him want to stop.:rolleyes:

You could be talking about my situation ... Mr. Fire Fox is 31 and going home to his mum's sofa, no job, no car, no weed, no girlfriend. I wish he'd have quit for me and given our relationship a chance, and not quit because he lost the plot and scared himself. But I guess maybe the fling would have happened earlier if he'd had the motivation to actually do anything. I think we will realise in time we are better off out of it. You are plenty young enough to find someone who would do anything to make you happy! :T

lilmissmup

You know i am here to chat hun and i am sure you will find a true fire fox for you too!

I know the what ifs are had not to think about though, its all i do! :rolleyes: