lilmissmups moving on and hopefully upwards diary!

Shoe_Gal

Mmmmmmmmmm ............ quite a bit of research there ........... methinks there's a plan forming

I like the idea - focusing on this could be jus what you need to start moving on - sometimes dictraction can be the best therapy :rolleyes:

lilmissmup

It wouldn't happen for 5 months at least though as in contract in this house until then plus would need to try and get jobs etc.

If it happens at all, all my plans so far have gone to pot.

Doodle i might just have to visit you before or if i go lol!

Shoe_Gal

5 months will soon pass - especially if you get caught up in the excitement of new plans

lilmissmup

Yeah just heads so up in the air right now i might have a whole new plan in next few days :rotfl:

Shoe_Gal

Nothing wrong with that! Sitting making plans is much more positive that sitting thinking about 'he who must no be mentioned'

lilmissmup

LOL.

I am slowly starting to feel better honestly, just dreading hearing hes met someone else, fingers crossed it won't happen for a long time or i won't hear about it.

He still asks me if i have "been" with anyone when we do speak :rolleyes: He said something the other night about it being the final nail in the coffin, i responded with you opened the coffin.

Fire_Fox

I don't think there is anything wrong in running away, if you accept it for what it is AND you have something worth running to. London is an anonymous place and can be very lonely, but if you have friends there already .... it can be a lot of fun. :beer:

I notice you also mention your qualifications, there is nothing wrong with 'only' GCSEs (and a whole heap of life experience) unless you feel you have missed out? If so it really isn't that difficult to become a mature student, the money is surprisingly easy to live on if you have the maturity to budget which I know you do!! :T

Shoe_Gal

lilmissmup wrote: »

He still asks me if i have "been" with anyone when we do speak :rolleyes: He said something the other night about it being the final nail in the coffin, i responded with you opened the coffin.

:j:j:j You go girl! Well done you

lilmissmup

Dunno why he asks me though as he left me, not like it concerns him enough to not what me to be with anyone else by being with him :rolleyes:

Firefox i would like to study again maybe, i wanted to learn to work with animals but all the courses round here were college courses which you can't get funding help with and were full time and the thought of being on a course full time with 16 year olds scared me.

hypno06

If you "only" have GCSEs and have never done a further education course, then you should be able to get funding for one now......so have another look at FE courses - you will soon get over the fact that you are older than them, and make enquiries about funding because I am fairly sure you should get that covered!