MSE Pregnancy Club XIII

elle_gee

Btw, the huge vacuum bags I was so obsessed with are back on offer in Argos if anyone is needing some to store away pre-pregnancy clothes

money_maker_3

I hate waiting around for anything !! My MW told me she would be here 1st thing today, it is now 10.40 and she is still not here !!!!!!

SugarSpun

Morning ladies!

Incredibly late for me this morning, I slept till nearly 11! Not at all like me but I feel better for it.

Laundry's in and dishes are done, so on the list for the weekend:

Replace everything that we moved when the piano came in
Children's books back on bookshelf
Find a place to buy packing film (first finding out what it's called in German...)
Clean toilet/bathroom/living room/kitchen
Put everything that still needs to be gone through into one corner, poss. behind piano
Pick up books*
Pick up TV*
Rubbish goes out
Put away laundry
White wash? I'm not sure if there's enough stuff to justify one
Sock mountain

*both of these are free. The books are a set of 20 antique medical books and the TV is someone's that they just don't want any more. Hurrah!

MM: 10.40 is first thing :P

BeenieCat

I deserve no sympathy because it's been going on for a while and i've done nothing about it, but i'm so so sick of OH.
Again he's saying his nasty evil things and yet managing to brainwash me into believing it's all my fault! After every fight i cry so hard i can't breathe and end up vomiting yet that doesn't seem to make him realise what a nasty piece of work he is.
He's said he hopes the baby dies inside of me while going on to grab me by the throat etc. Not sure what's got into him but i think i'm severely depressed and i am irrational sometimes and it must be hard for him but he knows he's making me worse...
He knows i've told him i hate life at the minute and have fantasised about driving the car onto the nearby motorway and crashing it into the concrete bridge about 3 miles down. I've never felt this bad before but then i'm wondering am i just at the end of my tether with him or am i actually clinically depressed??
He says i'm a bad parent and i'm doing my best, i've been so tired lately and yesterday we argued so i stayed in bed out of the way and slept most of the day - and i've been sleeping normally at night, how can i be sleeping so much?

Not sure what anyone could say to that, i just wanted to get it off my chest.
Please don't quote this cos i plan to delete it, i just wanted to rant and it feels better writing something!!!

harley1

Thanks guys. I will do my best to get them on here monday night but last time I tried to use my home scanner nothing happened. if not I will do it at work on tues and post tues evening.

My sympathy MM, I hate waiting around for people too. I tend to ring them and ask how much longer they will be, no patience whatsoever!!! Annoys me that people think I have nothing better to do with my time than wait around until it suits them.

He, he. .. there is a factory building across the road from the back of my house and all week I have got home from work to find that an extra bit of roof has been replaced by some bright white monstrosity. Today I have the pleasure of watching the topless workmen doing the next stange. All young, fit and tanned. God, I think that has just perked me up

xxx

fitzilian19

mm.. want my new doggie then? been waiting 18hours for him to pee so i can praise him for it... but he's not been once! ggrrrr

love him though!

money_maker_3

Aww beenie ((hugs))
I think it might be worth your while talking to your GP or MW huni. you do sound like you could be depressed. I dont think you need us to tell you what to do about your OH, I think deep down you know the answer yourself, but we are here to listen

harley1

Aww Beenie ((hugs))

You really don't deserve that at all. Are you sure you wouldn't be better off on your own. Despite all my earlier whinging, its not really that bad and your mental health is just as important to your children as you physical well being. Do you really want baby to grow up thinking that this sort of behaviour is acceptable?

Wish I could offer you more than virtual hugs but I hope they help a little bit.

xxx

money_maker_3

OK I phoned them and they forgot to put morning appt on my notes, so were not planing to come till 4pm !!!!!!!!!!!!
I said I will be in Antrim (45 miles away) and cannot wait around, so she asked me how I was feeling, I said fine, and she said, OK I will call out tomorrow instead then !!

Fitzio

Beenie - get out now. No matter what his opinions, and what your mental state is, that abusive behaviour is unacceptable.

ETA - If you need me to delete this, just let me know, but just had to say it!