Black Dog of Depression - can we help each other?

black_paw

looks like everyones dogs are in a coma good !

crazy_girl

hi- im new

i feel a bit of a fraud on here as my diagnosis is OCD and dysthmia

i get voices and stuff and i end up doing random stuff like writing on the walls and myself and cutting and stuff and im super paranoid especially of police but they said it isnt psychosis so discharged me from the hospital outpatients

ive been referred for psychotherapy, i just sent off the questionaire they send you in the first place today so any time soon i suppose

i take meds for the OCD, it gives me the horriblest taste in my mouth and makes it all dry but thats not so bad i guess

my oh looks after me but hes gone to leeds this weekend so i dunno what im gonna do

System

crazy_girl wrote: »

hi- im new

i feel a bit of a fraud on here as my diagnosis is OCD and dysthmia

i get voices and stuff and i end up doing random stuff like writing on the walls and myself and cutting and stuff and im super paranoid especially of police but they said it isnt psychosis so discharged me from the hospital outpatients

ive been referred for psychotherapy, i just sent off the questionaire they send you in the first place today so any time soon i suppose

i take meds for the OCD, it gives me the horriblest taste in my mouth and makes it all dry but thats not so bad i guess

my oh looks after me but hes gone to leeds this weekend so i dunno what im gonna do

welcome crazy_girl!

you're not a fraud hun, you're welcome here so don't be worrying about that!

hopefully you'll hear back from psychotherapy soon

as for this weekend come on here we can keep you company!

crazy_girl

im in a 'packet food' mood, ive had some veggie sushi and fruit that was all wrapped up and sealed hygenically, i will have to tell my oh that i only had one meal hes gonna kill me

this is the not being able to cook thing they mention on the DLA form i suppose, its not that im physically unable, just cant really do it today

im really beating myself up over my dog too, she went loo in the garden and i cant pick it up today

i thought i might be having a good day but i guess not so much

black_paw

i had packet food to tonight. hands so painful so did microwave meal , but dropped it taking out oven and splash on hand OOOO **** under cold water fast. i really wanted some mash but not that often i can peel the potato, so throw them away often , i usually get ready pealed or mash , but damn i want to do real pots. ! have to wait for a good day. burnt hand and finger now ouch !

crazy_girl

ouch! sounds well bad that

System

ahh packet food. i've been living off pasta mug shots

crazy_girl

it wants me to cut my legs up again, i was hoping not to coz i get married in 2 weeks

LameWolf

Crazy Girl I'm glad you've joined us here; everyone's welcome. You leave your legs alone, y'hear? I hope you hear back soon re psychotherapy, and that you get the help you need - meantime, please come here as often as you like. Oh, and btw congrats on the forthcoming marriage.:o

I'm not usually around at weekends, as I spend the time getting Mr LW to help me with jobs I can't manage alone any more, but there's usually someone around, I'm sure. Sounds like MessedUp will be here at some time, I hope.

Black Paw awww, your poor hand.
I'm lucky, Mr LW prepares the spuds for me, otherwise "proper" mashed potato would be a thing of the past!

Actually, I'm 'orribly late getting online today; overdid things yesterday as I was trying to do a zillion jobs while Mr LW was working from home and therefore here if I got in a jam, and I've knocked the stuffing out of myself. I'll learn, one day..... (unlikely).

I'm finding night times difficult at the mo; always seem to be awake at 03:00 or thereabouts, and lie there wondering what in the sam hell Mr LW sees in me. Daft, eh?

If I don't get on again before Tuesday, have a happy and safe Bank Holiday weekend, people.

black_paw

have a happy weekend people and don't over do it...time your self xx