Black Dog of Depression - can we help each other?

sandy71

Hope everyone is ok today, hugs to you all.

Hubby decided we should drive up to Yorkshire on saturday to visit family, it was a long way but it was good to see them.
I suffered for it yesterday though, had lots of seizures so today I feel really down and I am exhausted.

Why is this all so hard.

absolutebounder

willa wrote: »

Thanks Unity. He's managed to deduce the exact opposite of my view on M.E. well.

I havent deduced any view of ME

willa wrote: »

It's neuro-linguistic programming jennihen. Programming your brain/thoughts with verbal suggestions or commands, thus influencing your state of mind.

1st part right. It is Neurolinguistic programming. 2nd part you seem to have given a fair description of hypnosis.
NHS is getting round to NLP for its executives but not for the general public it seems. I was asked to go on their hypnotherapy register in Maida Vale the other day but may well turn them down them down.

crazy_girl

all of this falling out is horrible

i cant understand why anyone would post here to ry and outsmart/ upset/ get one over on anyone else

i feel like crap and this isnt making me feel any better

UnluckyT

me too, i get enough of it myself and it hard enough to get the support you need without anyone adding to it all.
I hope everyone okay and having it at least not as bad as normal pardon me saying it this way.
had an assesment booked for friday, but i couldnt make it so i rang to re book to find i had to leave a message. i was working fri and the chances of getting the time for the app are difficult.
Plus to top it all i was spose to go out fri, and the person who was giving me a lift didnt even bother to come for me? i was so upset and angry and still am, the person let alone anyone else in the group going didnt even bother to ring let alone txt to ensure i was okay. i didnt ring or text myself as i was to distressed i wouldnt have managed to stay polite and it wouldve been twisted to suit the supposed friend.

darknesshayz

I am fed up of my family being false......
Whenever we go out, my mum prtradys a happy family, when we are not happy family, what is one? I have no idea.... but it really angers me.......

Also I have had a bad weekend..... my mum has called my music ''depressing'', yet when its just me and her listening to it she like it, but around other people she calls it ''depressing''.... I questioned her about it, but she had ago at me...

The past few days I just want to cry, and snuggle up in bed, at least I feel better then, be out of everyones way. I just want to cry, cry and cry.... I hide my tears cause I dunno why I am feeling tearful and upset for.... I sometimes think about the easy way out and then I think of what friends I have and how they'd cope.....

Just got told the hurtful thing.... ''im not worried about that, I am worried about when your gonna write out my cards'' basically blast you and your feelings, as long as you do what I want done, then I dont care......... MAYBE I DONT WANT TO WRITE OUT THE CARDS CAUSE CHRISTMAS ANGERS ME.......

LameWolf

crazy_girl wrote: »

all of this falling out is horrible

i cant understand why anyone would post here to ry and outsmart/ upset/ get one over on anyone else

i feel like crap and this isnt making me feel any better

Well said, CG. I'm sorry you're feeling like carp though.

UnluckyT flippin' 'eck, with friends like that, who needs enemies?.... Did you hear back from the assessment place? Such a nuisance when you're psyched up to speak to someone and get the Ansaphone.

Darknesshayz Sorry, I have no idea what a happy family is.:o Hey, remember that friends are the family you choose for yourself.

(((HUGS))) to all you guys, and to any other Black Dog owners feeling rotten today.

willa

Hi Everyone,
Not long up. Had at least 12 hours sleep and finally forced myself to get up and get some 'breakfast' at nearly 3pm. My body was still telling me to sleep on, like I really needed it but it's horrible to see all the daylight gone by the time I emerge so I got up.
Feel like getting back in bed and sleeping some more!
LuckyT that's a horrible thing to happen, I've had stuff like that happen before and it just makes you feel !!!!. Why can't people just be considerate?
Apologies, not read all posts yet, got to get myself to supermarket now, it's not too far away.

crazy_girl

darknesshayz wrote: »

I am fed up of my family being false......
Whenever we go out, my mum prtradys a happy family, when we are not happy family, what is one? I have no idea.... but it really angers me.......

Also I have had a bad weekend..... my mum has called my music ''depressing'', yet when its just me and her listening to it she like it, but around other people she calls it ''depressing''.... I questioned her about it, but she had ago at me...

The past few days I just want to cry, and snuggle up in bed, at least I feel better then, be out of everyones way. I just want to cry, cry and cry.... I hide my tears cause I dunno why I am feeling tearful and upset for.... I sometimes think about the easy way out and then I think of what friends I have and how they'd cope.....

Just got told the hurtful thing.... ''im not worried about that, I am worried about when your gonna write out my cards'' basically blast you and your feelings, as long as you do what I want done, then I dont care......... MAYBE I DONT WANT TO WRITE OUT THE CARDS CAUSE CHRISTMAS ANGERS ME.......

i totally understand what youre saying, my family is the same. we just dont talk about my illness except my sis (aged 19) who makes snide digs all the time. she doesnt get how much she upsets me or she does and revels in it

crazy_girl

horrible day today, everythings sh*te, i still feel like i want to die and i hate these feelings

sorry to go on

big hugs for all who need them x

UnluckyT

not heard yet, but will contact them if i dont hear soon.
Also had the wrong idea and had a rant on facebook about these 'friends' but one of them seems to have responded, seems worried, but clueless about what is wrong?
also had terrible customer service in tescos with the csa bieng stroppy,slinging my shopping about and damaging some of my shopping till i complained to a manager and phoned customer service helpline. will get value of damage goods refunded.
then when i took some bagged shrapnell into the building society that i knew was over i didnt get what the bags were over by nor a proper responce.
Even when i complained to the banks head office and the manager id spoken to at the branch just gave me the same responce as before.
plus lovely poeple queue jumpin and standing so far up behind me that they may as well be givin me a cuddle.
what a couple of days.