My diary - My ups and downs

mummy2mygirls

glad to hear you have sorting things out! dont worry about the love for no2 as rags says it comes. I also did the same things as rags - read the stories, kept them informed as much as i could and included them as much as possible - i even let dd1 pick dd3s middle name and make surgestions for her first name to keep her involved. Also got them a present but also let them pick a teddy for the baby. I think my girls are happy with baby and dd1 is sat there now playing with her and pulling faces to make her smile - it all works out fine in the end

Sorry to hear about the car i hope something sorts itself out....

smarties84

I am poorly, bad timing as my parents go away this week and i am in charge of their business. So going to bed in a min, feel like proper !!!!!!!!

Didn't get paid yesterday as i should from my other part time job as apparantly i wrote the wrong details on the form, so mum had to sub me my wages and ill give her the cash when i get it, hopefully in a week or so.

Still trying to get my head around making sure i have enuf in the bank for when the bills go out, coz i got paid at totally times of the month now.

mummy2mygirls

hope you feel better in the morning!! i am poorly ill aswell at the moe

smarties84

Hello, well for the last 2 weeks i have been in charge / running my parents club....day and night - also was poorly but i muddled thru.
My partner and i are getting on great at the mo, he said that he feels the spark is back and he gets excited when he sees me etc, so thats good.
Money wise, getting by, just about.
Shall update soon

mummy2mygirls

good to hear from you and glad things are going so well with your oh.
I am poorly ill again!! Thought it was just morning sickness but i now have loads of signs of flu!! Oh well....

glad you are getting there money wise x

smarties84

Not a good entry sadly.
My lovely nan passed away at the weekend, i havent eaten a thing since and have spent most the time in bed crying. RIP Nan, i love you x
It is my daughters second birthday next week

mummy2mygirls

so sorry to hear about your nan! RIP. try and eat something you need to look after yourself hunny.

bet your dd will love her bday xxx

smarties84

Hello, well its been a couple of weeks since my last entry. My nans funeral was the day after my babies second birthday. We celebrated DD's birthday by going to soft play and inviting family round to watch her blow out her candles. Nans funeral was very sad, i burst out crying when i saw the hurse with nans coffin and the pretty flowers. RIP nan, i will always love you.

I have told the co op that i want to have 2 days off a week and sunday off,then i will work mornings and 2 afternoons in my parents club.... at the moment i am working every day, yes the money is good but i wanna spend time with DD and do sumthing together a couple of times a week.

Money, haven't sat down and written my in goings and out goings for a while, i should do really. The bills are getting paid, i no that so thats a bonus!

Shall try get on top of things

Pips_Mum

Found you!!
Sorry about your Nan, big hugs x x

mummy2mygirls

sorry about your nan hun xx
Well done on getting everything paid etc. Hope you get the work sorted - it is nice to have extra money but also nice to spend some time with dd....
hope your all ready for xmas x