First one to clear 15k gets a paper hat

doodledo_2

mse, dooyoo, quidco etc etc

I warn you ladies tonight I'm on a bit of a downer, I need cheering up please

CAFCGirl

im waiting for a couple of suggestions to be put on and then I'll go mad with those!
I'll have to read/watch something to review i think....

poorandindenial

doodledo, what's up hun?

ShelleyC_2

Wooohoooo I finally remembered to buy myself a bottle of Pepsi Max which you lot were taunting me with the other week !

Was very excited as I got my confirmation of bonus today :j :T :j Big screen tv shopping anyone?!

Sorry no AQA Doodledo what gits although I went to the supermarket again and still haven't met my true love :kisses3:

CAFCGirl

poorandindenial wrote: »

doodledo, what's up hun?

Yeah chica..... problem shared is a problem..... shared?:rolleyes:

We're all here if you need a rant

Big hugs:o

ShelleyC_2

Doodledo, you gave some of my Pepsi max

doodledo_2

I don't really know what's up to be honest.

I feel sad, I feel lonely, I feel like I have no future........... dramatic but how I am feeling.

Thanks god for my beautiful little girl

doodledo_2

ShelleyC wrote: »

Doodledo, you gave some of my Pepsi max

Cheers Shelly I have cracked open the cherry diet coke :rotfl:

ShelleyC_2

Awww honey you have a brilliant future its just different from what you thought it might be and thats really scary. Remember 2009 is going to be divine :grouphug:

CAFCGirl

oooh diet cherry coke, you must be feeling blue....

Anywho's..... I dont think its dramatic, I think you're grieving is all. A lot has changed recently (for a lot of people) and it takes it out of you going through the fight to get through the day, and some days your emotional brain just cant fight, and it needs its own time to get used to everything thats happened.
I say have a really lazy evening, look through photos of your darling baby girl, play about with pup, give him a hug and tell him all about his new virtual friend Gordon, who is a little puggy, and just treat yourself to a big "me" hug... we dont hug ourselves enough if you ask me.
You're doing such tremendous things, which dont seem like much to you in the day to day hum drum but to others, you are an absolute inspiration, despite the hardships, valuing your happiness, and that of your family's above all else, and going through the knocks for that "happy ever after" moment, which is never as far away as you think it is...
I think you're ruddy marvellous...... xx