Slaying my debts, the second year

Buffythedebtslayer

I have been thinking.

always dangerous!

but I really resent my job.In fact mostly I hate it, I hate getting up in the morning I hate how I feel so stressed the sec I get through the gates.

I can't or rather haven't been able to make the link between my wages and my debts:o .

What I mean is my job does pay my debts and without it I wouldn't get very far!

I need to start thinking that EVERYTHING I do pays off the debt. every bit of marking every time I prepare my lunch plan a lesson all of it pays off debt.

I was thinking I'd rather being e baying/surveying/etc but truthfully I need to do my main job first! and it IS paying off the debts!

so on that note I shall mark!

see you all later

xxx

beanielou

Good connection to make.
It is a means to an end.
Happy marking hun.

Buffythedebtslayer

I must remember that Beanielou.

So tired. tutoring was good tho.

Work has been truly !!!!. My boss is getting to be impossible to work with.never makes mistakes, and is ALWAYS right. and so !!!!ing arrogant. I am trying hard to come to terms with the idea that the place I loved to work in a few year ago no longer exists.

Instead it is a back stabbing distrustful hard cold place with no safety or softness or indeed friends!! Thank God the kids are good. Had to deal with some akward stuff today. hmmm.

If I hadnt had my light bulb moment I would have been looking for another job but it is more important at this point in my life to be out of debt so I will stick it out.

Just expect me to MOAN about even more then usual

I just came to the conclusion that its just a job, I have many friends and my life is very lucky in many ways. So if I have to work with arrogant know it alls who try to patronise me so be it.

THink of the money!

so tired.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

beanielou

Off to bed for you then.
Sweet dreams hun.

mum2one

Buffy, I wish I could find that luckly lottery numbers for you, youve been though so much, and yet there still seems no let up,.

Ur doing brilliantly with ur debts, every book marked, every lesson is one step closer to your dream, i know it may seem very distant, but trust me your get there.

glad the tutoring is ok, at least it gives you some extra money to play around with, and its gd, as remember b4 xmas u didnt know if this was going to continue, but it did and it proves how good YOU ARE..........Dont u forget that xx

chevalier

"I had said ever since I started here, the very first budget/paying off plan that I would be debt free by dec 09. And I will be. every spare penny will go on the debt. it will go.

Buffy"

Happy new year Buffy. I have quoted this bit, so that you remember what your determination said you were going to do.

Ref your boss. Start keeping a diary. Not meaning to be too paranoid on your behalf, but could he be picking on you so that you can be eased out? So keep a diary of all these run ins you never know when it might come in handy. And if it becomes too much, then what have you got you lose by complaining? You hate it anyway, so it can't get worse......

good luck with this year. And any time you start flagging just go to post 267 and read the bit in red!!!!

chev

pepe2008

Hi Buffy,
Haven't spoken for a while. You were there for me when I most needed it so the very least I can do is give you a ((( hug ))) and be there if you need to have rant on a PM.
pepe xx

Buffythedebtslayer

i have broken up with the not boyfriend,

am so hurt. so devastated,
i don't know how toexplain how bad i feel i am just lost. had such hopes.

i need you guys now.

i reallly do.

sarahb123_3

Hi Buffy, are you ok, Pm me if you want, I'm still up.

Sam_BMN

I've just been catching up on people's various posts saying they've been working at paying off their debts. I just want to say keep it up and goo luck! I took out a bunch of loans etc years ago to buy everyday stuff (clothes, shoes, etc) then couldn't afford more loans. So, I eventually paid off the debt that I had and realised that I had so much more spending money to enjoy when I didn't have debt to pay. Remember - a bank loan doesn't make you rich, it just means you're spending the money you were going to have in the future, plus you pay the bank for the privilege so you end up with less to spend. I only borrow to buy things that will last me a long time (kitchen, car) and it has changed my life.