Depression Support Thread

Tulip

:rotfl: AB,best thing to do if you are cold is get a nice warm blanket,snuggle up warm in it or make yourself a nice hot chocolate drink which is what I am going to do now and enjoy it,a nice Aero Mint drink

Poem is lovely as always Anni

Katie

LadyMorticia

I'm not cold at all. I'm really hot (make a change.lol.)

xx

LadyMorticia

Thanks Katie.

frames1_uk

LadyMorticia wrote: »

Okay. La poem

Road To Perfection
I saw bones
Etching themselves from my back
Forming two arcs
Like a swan in frightful pain

My once glowing skin
Feigned by the dullness
Of perfection
And skeletal beauty entwined

Mirrors breaking through time
Glass shattering ever so silently
Rose petals scattered on ashen skin
Tormenting scars with their delicate frailty

Wine stained tears
Trailing from my effete eyes
A path, joined in remorse
By the sorrowful sounds on my lips

A tragedy of consequence
Produced by my integrity
Of what causes me to be a wallflower
Seeking undying beauty in everlasting peace

Tarnished thoughts echoing
Throughout this fragile soul
Still waiting on perfection
To deliver her home



Anyway.........

wow, that's amazing... I'm not quite sure what it's about as I don't know you and you may not want to explain, but it's beautifully written

LadyMorticia

frames1_uk wrote: »

wow, that's amazing... I'm not quite sure what it's about as I don't know you and you may not want to explain, but it's beautifully written

Thank you.
I'm an open book and everyone here knows about my circumstances and seeing as you are part of the thread too, I don't mind saying.

I have an eating disorder. Anorexia Nervosa to be specific so that's what the poem is about.

xx

frames1_uk

LadyMorticia wrote: »

Thank you.
I'm an open book and everyone here knows about my circumstances and seeing as you are part of the thread too, I don't mind saying.

I have an eating disorder. Anorexia Nervosa to be specific so that's what the poem is about.

xx

what an amazing insight into your own psyche you have, brilliant stuff

LadyMorticia

frames1_uk wrote: »

what an amazing insight into your own psyche you have, brilliant stuff

Thank you.

I have the belief that if I don't understand myself, then how can I expect others to understand me?
"Articulate" and "Very aware of self" have been used a lot of times when describing me by my key workers.lol.

xx

Amber_Sunshine

Cold, what's cold? Hehe.

Well, not only do I have a cat who farts like a weapon of mass destruction, but she is also the reincarnation of Houdini. Somehow she manages to escape from the flat, she's done it twice and I've never seen her get past me when I come in or out, she must move like bloody lightning.

frames1_uk

LadyMorticia wrote: »

Thank you.

I have the belief that if I don't understand myself, then how can I expect others to understand me?
"Articulate" and "Very aware of self" have been used a lot of times when describing me by my key workers.lol.

xx

I really want to study psychology, I searched around in town today but there is nothing in this small place, might have to resort to paying for one of those home learning courses.

I find it all very interesting and I wish I wasn't 'so self aware' and have such heightened emotions and stuff like that, why can't I just be a person that happily bimbles along from day to day, with a cheery smile and a weightless mind.

:beer:

Amber_Sunshine

Yeah, I'm with you there, frames. I hate thinking so much.