Depression Support Thread

LadyMorticia

absolutebounder wrote: »

Yes but if they were more down they would still laugh at my more crap jokes.
Im going to try and get typed out one of my favourites for tomorrow but I dont know if there is time.:D
Seriously though you need to understand you have a talent that most of us dont have and if only you could actually let your true self out instead of only showing us glimpses I am 100% certain you could be a real sucess in life and effectively be afraid of no one.

But you all might not like me if I show you all of me? lol.

Tulip

:hello: Everyone,

Yesterday when I said I had backache,I went to mums for the night so she could keep an eye on me so thats why I wasnt online feeling sore still at the moment,was in bed all day just resting and I made a doctors appointment,I went at 4.30pm today,explained to the doctor about the backache I have had and its nothing to worry about as I have just pulled a muscle in my back and in a couple of days I will be better and the pain will lessen I have to do excercise down to my toes and up to help it get better.At least I can stay on the pc today as last night I couldnt whilst playing a game on pogo.co.uk and I had to come off suddenly.Hope you have all had a good day

*hugs* to you all

Have a nice evening

love and light,

Katie xxx

Tulip

LadyMorticia wrote: »

But you all might not like me if I show you all of me? lol.

:rotfl: :rotfl: :rotfl:

santashelper_2

i was watching the news with my oh where they were talking about women not making it to the top in jobs and no equality in respect of pay.

When my oh said i would have loved to have stayed home and you support us, but what he wanted was me to work and support us, me to raise our kids, me to cope when they were sick, me to be slim and look sexy, me to be the one to provide him with all his material dreams.

I did work full time, i did take days off when the kids were sick as he always had a reason why he couldnt, i kept my weight down, i tidied the house with a bit of help from him, i was a PA to my boss who also wanted a woman to deal with his problems and carry him whilst he was away on business and sort out phone calls and problems which i was not qualified for but guided to deal with and after all this guess what i had a nervous breakdown.

What equality? it seems to me as equality in pay is the least of our problems.

LadyMorticia

Am I really that transparent AB? :rotfl:

You described me down to a t!

I do have a new poem that I want to share but it's a bit personal to me and is to do with my ED so I don't really want to trigger other people's bad feelings in the thread.

xx

absolutebounder

LadyMorticia wrote: »

Am I really that transparent AB? :rotfl:

Yes :rotfl:

You described me down to a t!

I do have a new poem that I want to share but it's a bit personal to me and is to do with my ED so I don't really want to trigger other people's bad feelings in the thread.

xx

I am sure others will want to see it. It may trigger bad feelings in others on the other hand it may help others understand their own feelings. I would say post it but of course I havent seen it.
I take risks with my jokes. Some could find them offensive but I hope people see them as just a laugh
Hopefully everyone would see your poem as poetry.
Isnt responsibility fun:D

Tulip

:hello: Anni,

we all like you,its the person inside that counts,not on the outside you are a bundle of fun as is AB and everyone here,I love reading anything be it poetry or whatever


Katie

LadyMorticia

Okay. La poem

Road To Perfection
I saw bones
Etching themselves from my back
Forming two arcs
Like a swan in frightful pain

My once glowing skin
Feigned by the dullness
Of perfection
And skeletal beauty entwined

Mirrors breaking through time
Glass shattering ever so silently
Rose petals scattered on ashen skin
Tormenting scars with their delicate frailty

Wine stained tears
Trailing from my effete eyes
A path, joined in remorse
By the sorrowful sounds on my lips

A tragedy of consequence
Produced by my integrity
Of what causes me to be a wallflower
Seeking undying beauty in everlasting peace

Tarnished thoughts echoing
Throughout this fragile soul
Still waiting on perfection
To deliver her home



Anyway.........

LadyMorticia

Thanks Katie hun.

xx

LadyMorticia

Lol AB! :rotfl: