Mooloo's Joining up the dots in 2017

Dgd is not well enough to go to school and so cannot do her modelling. I said when she is better perhaps her and her friends could set up their own little modelling session. So I must remember to arrange it.
My brother is off to visit his family and get his first glimpse of his latest grandchild. Mum is much better, and has had her hair done, has been out for lunch and seen the doctor for her check up. She is going to stay home on her own today, until tea time anyway.
I am going to get my “duvet day” well I am starting the day with my cup of tea, the tv on, and my diary waiting for my next “therapy “ of writing out my angst and my frustrations, hopefully to turn my head around and find myself back in a better place.
I suppose that winter blues have hit.
So factoring in bright lights, better lighting at work, and try to overcome the black dog.
It’s just going to be a Batton down the hatches day. Although I have plenty of jobs to tackle later on. However I am not going to rush, I am not going to run around like a lunatic. I am going to go at a gentle pace. As and when I am ready.
I think that’s the only way I can tackle it.

beanielou wrote: »

Boo to black dog.
Here too

Hope you feel better soon too.

Dgd has already cracked the screen on her new phone! I despair at her. I have had to break my No Spend plan to order her a phone case.
Annoying as I am trying so hard to keep things under control but it’s necessary.
I have cancelled our National Trust membership (BF paid it), but we haven’t been once this year.
My O2 phone has been paid now, so that saves me £25 a month.
I cancelled my magazine subscriptions to as I may be selling them in the shop, in the near future.
I have juggled my money again ready for the rent etc to go out, but I need to then get sorted with the business and get that all back on track and out of the overdraft.
I changed from E-0n to NPower at work and wish I hadn’t as they sent an direct debit saying that they would take £275 a month out of my account and I was only paying £102 to E0n!
I am expecting a final bill for them any day now too.
Focus needed!
I have prepared the veg for tonight’s meal earlier when I had energy so that I am not tempted to eat rubbish or buy takeaway.
I am using an old bread mix in the machine but not sure if it will work as it is out of date. Nothing ventured nothing gained I suppose.
Dgd has been on her PS3, but gone up to her room now.
I am having a cuppa and then going to take the dry bedding up and put it away.
I should be doing more around the front room, but needed to do various things on the money side first so sat down! Fatal.

My evening got worse, stomach cramps and sick within half an hour of BF arriving. Not quite what I wanted after not seeing him for two weeks., and then briefly.
I am home and not at work now. Not ideal as have about 40 jobs in to do. It is a worrying time for me.

Dgd is looking after me now!
Tables have turned bless her. I can cope with the sore throat but the stomach cramps are the worst. Going to try and have a nap again now. She’s playing on her gadgets downstairs.