Depression Support Thread

gillette147

LadyMorticia wrote: »

He keeps asking me "Are we friends?" and "Am I still seeing you on 4th July?" and I feel like saying "!!!!!!. You overtsepped my boundaries and now I don't trust you. I'm ignoring you and don't want to speak to you. What do you think?" lol.

I can be very sarcastic sometimes.

Wow. You're tall. Karl is 6ft1 and I look like a midget against him. I'd look minuscule compared to you. :rotfl:

xx

I just think what he did is a very bad sign. And his childish behaviour afterwards means he's gonna be a pain IMO.

But I have never met him.

LadyMorticia

gillette147 wrote: »

I just think what he did is a very bad sign. And his childish behaviour afterwards means he's gonna be a pain IMO.

But I have never met him.

I would have thought after seven years I would have known him properly but it just goes to show I didn't, but to be honest I've never been left alone with him before. We've always been with a group of people so he's never really had the chance to do anything.

I do feel really guilty for ignoring him and then arguing with him because I hate to hurt anyone's feeling but, to be honest, if he hadn't of overstepped the mark and treated me the way he did then this wouldn't have happened. Why should I say sorry for something that he did? That's how I'm rationalizing it anyway. I'll most likely give in and apologize in a few days.

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LadyMorticia

Heya Hazey. :wave:

I'm feeling a little fragile but I'm okay.
How about you hun?

xx

Steph123_2

Night night everyone xx

LadyMorticia

Night Steph. I hope you sleep well. *hugs*

xx

septemberblues

Evening everybody - even though I can only see Lady M is online! How are you?

LadyMorticia

Heylo lovely SB.

I'm a little fragile tonight so bought myself a Mesh 29 tshirt and some badges to cheer myself up. I really should stop doing that but I don't drink/smoke/party/go clubbing/eat out or anything so I can afford it at the moment.lol.

How about you hun?

xx

septemberblues

LadyMorticia wrote: »

Heylo lovely SB.

I'm a little fragile tonight so bought myself a Mesh 29 tshirt and some badges to cheer myself up. I really should stop doing that but I don't drink/smoke/party/go clubbing/eat out or anything so I can afford it at the moment.lol.

How about you hun?

xx

My feelings go up and down, one minute I am ok and the next I am in the pit of depression! At the moment I am ok, waiting for the anti -d's to kick in. How are you?

LadyMorticia

septemberblues wrote: »

My feelings go up and down, one minute I am ok and the next I am in the pit of depression! At the moment I am ok, waiting for the anti -d's to kick in. How are you?

I get like that. My moods are so unstable.lol. I can't remember if I asked you but which ADs are you on?

I'm okay, fragile though. I've had a really bad week to be honest with a few blows knocking me down so just regaining the energy to get back up at the moment.

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septemberblues

I'm on amitriptyline, originally I was taking them at a low dose for pain but came off them a few months ago as they make me allergic to the sun :eek: , but being off them was a nightmare, so I have gone back on them at a much higher dose for depression. I don't get many bad side effects with them but I have a really dry mouth, I went to the dentist for a check up and he prescribed me some saliva stuff that you spray in your mouth, it tastes yuk. But a dry mouth is bad for your teeth and gums so I will persevere with it. Don't want to lose my teeth, how depressed would I be then?:o