I've got to get out of this place

southernbelle

I feel like such a failure and I've got no-one to even talk to about it.

Thank you for the comments, I know I'll get over it. I remember when I had to claim jobseekers for 2 months after uni, I cried for ages I was so ashamed.

southernbelle

Well, the bootfair was completely pointless. Made a fortune...£4.

So close to giving up.

Skippycat

southernbelle wrote: »

Well, the bootfair was completely pointless. Made a fortune...£4.

So close to giving up.

Well judging by your signature I think you are doing well. Remember - even £4 is better than nothing. It may take a while to get debt free but it'll certainly be worth it in the end so keep at it! Could you maybe ebay the stuff that didn't sell at the carboot?

southernbelle

Thank you for your post. I know I am being self-indulgant and childish, but I'm just having a strop.

I think the rest of the stuff will be brought out next Sunday if the weather is nice, and I will try again with another bootfair. After that it's off to the charity shop with it, and hopefully they can get something out of it.

Had an OK afternoon, went shopping (bad SB) and bought new bed linen - from Matalan and a total of £15 for duvet cover and sheets. I definately needed the sheets and the duvet cover was a treat to make my room at work nice. Have just made a cake as well so I'll have a slice of that to take to the gym with me tomorrow as my treat!

I think I just need some sleep, soooooo tired! Hope you all had a nice bank holiday.

southernbelle

Could this month get any worse?

I've completely mucked up. I pay £400 a month to my NatWest account. I thought I'd done it this month, hence the £700 odd on my sig.

I must have missed it. _pale_

My balance is actually -£1093.13

How could I be so stupid? And now the money isn't there to transfer. I don't know where it's all gone

I'm so disappointed in myself this month. I just feel like crying.

southernbelle

Wow, it's been months since I was last here, and it shows in my totals :-( Things have been manic at work and as a result I don't have time for all those money saving things...clicks etc.
Have just snowballed again and will try to stick with it over Xmas. So hard as I've just had to pay out £400 for flights (not on totals yet) and have loads of work related stuff to pay for. :-(