Depression Support Thread

septemberblues

OMG, Look at the time, I was going to have an early night! Goodnight all, hope all is peaceful for everyone (especially meyore!)

meyore

She won't hurt us I know that, its just scary when shes like that. The anger thing is a rare emotion in my mum. The last time was about 8 years ago, so you can see how I find it hard to know what to do when it does happen. Shes always promised me no suicide, as her brother killed himself and she knows what it does to those left behind. I'm sure I can trust her on that.

I'm 24, my sisters 18. A lot of its down to the fact my mum has no help from my sister, financially or otherwise so there is resentment there. She was so angry with my sister tonight, and kept saying all these years shes been a bad parent and is now reaping the rewards. She apologised to me, but I managed to make sure my sister didn't witness/hear anything that would upset her. I know shes not a child anymore, but its enough that I have to see my mum like that, my sister didn't need to too. She knows something is wrong and I explained she had to start acting like an adult, because mums ill and can't be expected to look after us anymore. My sisters seeing a doctor for depression too, so she doesn't need to think her own mother hates her. She doesn't hate her, obviously, but to my sister thats not how it would've sounded.

I had to admit to my boss at work today the problems I have at home so I could get time off for mums appointment tomorrow. She said no wonder I look so sad recently.

I hate writing this, I'm sure I'm giving the (false) impression that my mum is horrible, but she isn't. Shes usually the most loving caring person you could wish to meet and would do anything to help anyone. Thats what makes this so hard I guess, seeing the difference

meyore

Thanks everyone for your replies, rude of me not to mention it before. Sorry, I'm a bit self absorbed tonight

feelinggood_2

septemberblues wrote: »

Don't worry about it, you are worth it! He must think so if he's parting with his life savings

So much for that. He doesn't think it will help, and is reluctant to pay.

I don't know what to do, I really don't. I feel like he hates me.

santashelper_2

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Hope everyones ok got to go but will catch up soon

LadyMorticia

Hello.

I'm not any good at advice at the moment for anyone. I hope Anni hugs will be ok for everyone. [[[[[[[[[[[[[[hugs]]]]]]]]]]]]]]

xx

LadyMorticia

Morning Tiff.

I'm up and dressed. :eek:

I managed to get a few hours sleep. I tossed and turned but it was better than normal. Took ages to get to sleep partly because it always does and partly because I was terrified I was going to have a spider dangling over my face when I woke up. :rotfl:

I'm going to have a hot chocolate day today. I know it sounds weird but I can only have hot chocolate on certain days. My mind is so messed up.lol.

xx

LadyMorticia

Good luck with the ED assessment today Fg hun. [[hugs]]

xx

alba37

Morning Tiff & LadyM. :wave:

Hi, to everyone else when they are up and about!

Hope everyone's day goes ok & good luck FG with your appoint.

Glad you slept a little better LadyM. I'm off out today for a bit, catch you all later.

Take care

A x

LadyMorticia

Heya Alba.

I hope you have a good time out and that the weather is good for you.

xx