Depression Support Thread

LadyMorticia

budget_budd wrote: »

Thanks Anni

I was scared to post before but I got the stage where I had nothing to lose and its quite nice here. I feel a bit better already. Well Ive calmed down a bit so I may start thinking a bit more clearly.

We're all lovely here. When I first found this thread, I was terrified to post, but now I am so glad I did. I have met so many great people here. Everyone is wonderful.

You're very welcome to post as little or as much as you like. And we will never judge you for anything. We all support one another.

xx

Sugar_Coated_Owl

Juno Oh no, I'm sorry to hear about Chuffin (((HUGS)))

budget_budd

Thanks to you all for your help tonight, I know I will be back! I guess the first post is the scariest!

I think I better get myself off to bed, I am very tired. Kids!

Tomorrow I will go for a run, it does help me to feel better, its when I miss one I feel like Im failing, this week Ive missed 3! so not happy with myself.

Thanks again, I'll be back xx

LadyMorticia

Night night budget_budd.

LadyMorticia

I have a very big urge to tidy the house from top to bottom to get any bad germs out of my house. Bad germs aren't good. Need to clean....

I don't know what's happening to me....

Sugar_Coated_Owl

Sleep well budget_budd xxx

Sugar_Coated_Owl

Bad germs aren't good LM but I bet your house is already clean.

LadyMorticia

razorbladekisses wrote: »

Bad germs aren't good LM but I bet your house is already clean.

Mostly. Just feel so bad at the moment and want all the bad things to go - including the bad germs. Just feel so low now.

rizel23

Hi, I'm Sam, would never have thought or read this forum 2 months back but have had a rough time recently and feel I'm near depression.

Split up with partner of 2.5 yrs end of March 2008, i loved her to bits and thought not much was wrong, we met at university and lived together in rented house. She had a good job but because my degree was in media related getting a job within traveling distance of where we were living (County Durham) was near impossible, but i took warehouse work and ran small perfume business on eBay till end of January. Was out of work for just 2 months but constantly looking for jobs and applying as well as dealing with a kidney infection (never took any money off her either)

She rang one day whilst at work and said she wanted to leave me, she would not come home to discuss why and left me alone for 6 hours.

What hurts the most is i gave up my family & friends for her some 200 miles away. She did not want to try and work at the issues she had and just moved back home (10 miles away) and said she doesn't love me.

My problem is she was everything to me, i honestly did everything i could for her in the house, she never had to cook, clean or nothing, just go to work and then relax and i honestly knew there was nothing wrong. She was my best friend and now she does not want to know and is dating some guy just 6 weeks after she split from me, she also bought a dog just 3 days after leaving.

It feels like my whole life has been turned upside down, I've had to move in with my parents and just do not know what to do so if anyone has any advise please do reply. Thanks, Sam

LadyMorticia

Heya Rizel23. Welcome to the thread. I'm Anni. I'm sorry to hear what you went through. I'm not really good at advice right now as I'm not in a good place but I'm sure the other lovely members will be able to offer you some.

xx