Diary of rebuilding my life

mumoftwins

smashedbooboo wrote: »

Yes we do. I sometimes wish i had someone to turn to and say, guess what. I am bloody scared to death at the moment, I was so excited, i still am. It comes and goes every half hour almost. One minute feeling totally euphoric and the next i am feeling utter despair and things can go so badly wrong. I have not even told my mum yet. I dare not say a word in case certain parties try and put the mockers on things. I have only told a couple of people. And that was on a need to know basis. When i have asked my friends what they have of mine i have said its so i can keep a tab on my possesions. x x x x

Yet again I can empathise with you here - its like a roller coaster of emotions isn't it? One minute you're as happy as can be and thinking this great its the start of my new life, then something pops into your mind which makes you doubt everything all over again and leaves you feeling in the depths of despair!

smashedbooboo

Hi peeps, Another day done. Am shattered. Been a really long day. But it will all be worth it. Only 11 more sleeps before i get my keys, am working on the 28th just in case i dont get paid before good friday. Living in hope we will get money in bank on thursday though. Got 2 shifts tomorrow. One in leeds in the morning and then the other in halifax for a late. And seeing as i got a tax rebate am going to take 2 days off together this week. It ok all this working to a goal, but i really am getting tired. So gonna recharge the batteries. x x x x x x x

smashedbooboo

Oops, sorry i meant i am working on the moving date being the 28th, not actually working on that day x

smashedbooboo

Hi peeps. Got home at 10.15 tonight. Had another long day but a productive one. Only one more early to do tomorrow and then am having wednesday and thursday off. I must admit i am so looking forward to a lie in. 10 more sleeps to go. Hope you have all had a good day. Wish i had someone to rub my back and neck for me. They are really aching. Would have a hot bath but its too late. I would more than likely fall asleep and wake up freezing and looking like a shrivelled up old prune. Come to think of it there would be no change there. xxxxxxxxxxxx

smashedbooboo

Hello all you lovely people. Guess what. I have my keys and have started moving into my new house. I cant tell what it feels like. Bloody amazing. Got quite a lot to do. My furniture is being moved in on saturday morning. And i will be sleeping there on saturday night. I cant wait. Am goibng to have a look on freecycle to see if i can get a washing machine. So fingers crossed xxxxxxxxxxxx

jinky67

smashedbooboo wrote: »

Hello all you lovely people. Guess what. I have my keys and have started moving into my new house. I cant tell what it feels like. Bloody amazing. Got quite a lot to do. My furniture is being moved in on saturday morning. And i will be sleeping there on saturday night. I cant wait. Am goibng to have a look on freecycle to see if i can get a washing machine. So fingers crossed xxxxxxxxxxxx

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postingalwaysposting

congratulations smashed

smashedbooboo

Thank you, Will find out next week what all my outgoings for house should be so can post up my full SOA at last..

smashedbooboo

Hi everyone, well here i am in my new home. I have treated myself to a pay as you go mobile broadband dongle thingy so i can still speak to you all. No phone line as yet. A friend and i went to pick up my sofa and chair from my dads on saturday morning. What a day that turned out to be. We put the furniture on the back of the pick up and set off on the very long journey of all of 2 miles. In the snow. When we got to my house my friend was starting to unload his pick up when he announced, Oh my god, your sofa is on fire. I thought he was having a laugh. When i turned round and looked it really was up in smoke. Someone had thrown a cig out of a car and it landed in the back of the truck onto my sofa. Luckily its only one of the seat cushions i need to replace. Its not funny racing round looking for something to put water in when you have not unpacked anything. First thing i could lay my hands on were 2 pint glasses. Go figure. So a few frantic pints of water soon put out smouldering cushion. God only kn ows what the neighbours thought. Still no bed as yet but hoping to sort that out at weekend. Hope everyone is well. xxxxxxxxxx

smashedbooboo

Wol i will email you tomorrow hun, sorry not had chance to reply to you. Had to have comp rebuilt and had trouble with getting into my inbox. But think it is sorted now.