Diary of rebuilding my life

postingalwaysposting

Positive Positive Positive smashed. Well done on the extra pay though :j not long now eh :j

smashedbooboo

Not long. Not even a week now. Cant quite believe it. Seeing as i will be a week in front paywise i might buy myself a washing machine from the auctions. I do have a washer, drier, and dishwasher. I let my dad use them as his had broken down. And i really do not have the heart to ask for them back now. I can do without a dishwasher. And not bothered about the drier. Will save on electric anyway. Need to decorate the house to my taste. Will be slapping some paint next week. xxxxxxx

lilmissmup

I love your name smashed, good luck with everything

smashedbooboo

Thank you, as i say once the keys are in one hand and paint brush in the other then i will settle. I have bought a mobile broadband usb modem so i know i will be able to have comp on as soon as i walk in the door. Got to have you lot first footing it with me when i move in. xxxxxxx

jinky67

smashedbooboo wrote: »

Thank you, as i say once the keys are in one hand and paint brush in the other then i will settle. I have bought a mobile broadband usb modem so i know i will be able to have comp on as soon as i walk in the door. Got to have you lot first footing it with me when i move in. xxxxxxx

YAH party!:D
would help with the painting too...but I live too far away;)

smashedbooboo

Oh hell aye. There will be a party once i am in. And how. Might do a BBQ in summer. x x x x

Wol2

Count me in...and for breakfast!!!

Love
Wol2
xxx

mumoftwins

smashedbooboo wrote: »

An update, Got my payslip today for this week. It was a lot more than i expected. I got a 600.00 tax rebate. I think my face was a picture when i opened the envelope. I thought a mistake had been made at first. But nope. Its all mine. So am able to bring the move forward yet another week. So get the keys on thursday now instead of 28th. Have done another long week, so hopefully i will be a little bit in front with things now. Have located nearly all my belongings. And have arranged for a friend to help me move the big stuff in. I wont settle though until i have the keys in my hand. Have been having a few sleepless nights again thinking it will all go wrong. Got to stay positive. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Goodness Smashed, you sound like me:rotfl: :rotfl: :rotfl: I keep worrying too that something will go wrong and therefore not sleeping!!

We just need our keys don't we sweetie

smashedbooboo

Yes we do. I sometimes wish i had someone to turn to and say, guess what. I am bloody scared to death at the moment, I was so excited, i still am. It comes and goes every half hour almost. One minute feeling totally euphoric and the next i am feeling utter despair and things can go so badly wrong. I have not even told my mum yet. I dare not say a word in case certain parties try and put the mockers on things. I have only told a couple of people. And that was on a need to know basis. When i have asked my friends what they have of mine i have said its so i can keep a tab on my possesions. x x x x

Wol2

Smashed...........

Know the feeling!! (As i said to MOT earlier)

I describe it as Limbo land... Once we get out of it, things will be so much better because we will have some type of security/anchor.

Keep the faith...it's a bit like a zit....all coming to a head for all of us at the moment!! But we'll all stick together...and we'll all get through to brighter sunnier days....(and dare I say it.....pus-free!!!:eek: )

Much love and hugs
Wol2
xxx