Mortgage free in Forever Home :-)

Crazycatlady2

Hope FIL remaining time is pain free and as stress less as possible for rest of you x 

savingholmes

I too hope they resolve his pain relief. Good that he will be in a different bed. It will make it easier for MIL after. 

Sending you love and peace.

Humdinger1

Sending love @KajiKita xx

Watty1

Sending love KK.  the last stages are so hard to witness and to deal with

beanielou

Sending you love 💜

KajiKita

Thanks all, your good wishes are genuinely appreciated. ✨❤️✨

Bone tired here. Which is ridiculous as I am dealing with all of this at one remove not directly. 

Got quite tearful this morning as Mr KK is supposed to be staying the night at his parents tonight, taking over from his sister to help his mum. I didn’t share this with him. 

Plans have changed now, and after 2 very broken nights, his sister has rung the hospice team and as he has a catheter now, they are sending a nurse to be with him from 10pm to 7am, so hopefully MiL can get some sleep. He has gone over there to have a fish and chip supper with his mum (so she will eat something substantial, have some company etc) and then will come back here at c. 9pm, as if he is there when the nurse comes it means they won’t stay … Goodness knows what happens tomorrow though ….

I have booked Monday off. Partly because I want to do the finance coaching session in the day time rather than an evening and also just because I am shattered and need some downtime. 

Went out in the garden after I got home and added some more sticks to my work sand painting (my boss and I clashed again today - about oat milk 🙄 and there was quite a lot of tension about yet another office rearrange - 3rd one in six months I think? 🤷‍♀️ and my head is flopping into mush frequently in work atm …), watered my greenhouse, sniffed the purple lilac ❤️, took the tops off the broad beans that are starting to set and will eat with dinner tonight and cut some flowers for myself 😊

I have to reply to a long term friend who lives a long way away who wants to visit for a full weekend at end of May early June - I don’t think we will be in any fit state as we will be mid funeral or just post it. Feeling a bit bad though as she has had a truly lousy time over the last year or so and I do want to be kind to her …

The flowers (so not everything is gloomy):


KK

f0xh0les

It is excellent the hospice is involved, it will take a huge amount off your collective shoulders. 

How on earth did you fight over oat milk?

skint_spice

The flowers are lovely and I am sure your friend will understand. 

Brie

Glad you have some pretty flowers KK.  And I'm going to nag you a bit to look after yourself.  You need to be in a fit state to support Mr KK so do try to take some time for yourself when it's available to recharge.  Literally stop and smell the roses.  Which brings us back round to your lovely flowers...everything goes in circles.

PennysIntoPounds

Gorgeous flowers and I love those tiles!

Entirely fine for you to feel knackered and teary, don't make yourself feel worse by thinking you 'don't deserve' perfectly normal and healthy emotions.

And your friend will understand, I'm sure they won't want to come miles for a lovely weekend catching up and then be in the midst of funeralness!

Do you have any more leave you can take to have a regular day off or a chunk of time at the moment? And you don't have to say it's to support your family and keep yourself well at a very trying time, you can tell them it's because you simply cannot work in these circumstances, darlings, not with the Oat Milk Mare there 😁