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pania

ampersand wrote: »

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I was like you, in needle hatred, but major event in life meant I had to have so many I simply lost fear/reaction/anticipation of pain, etc.etc. Ever since, it's a ho-hum and I simply look away - not from scaredy-cat thoughts, but simply to stop the visual thing kicking in.

I had 3 tests end of last year. it isn't a concious thing, i flip out, I can't help it, i'll go but it took 4 people last time. not intentional at all.

Have a good day, you're being strong and doing great things.

WHy thank you! i certainly am trying, how are you doing? xx

:T :T :T :T :T :T I love it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :rotfl: :rotfl:

ampersand

Make a date pania - if I'm about(not Mondays or Wednesdays)I'll come with you and bring Good Girl jc's - sorry,that should be j c's,
for afters....and bring that exciting next parcel with me.

ampersand

redsquirrel80 wrote: »

Not yet, have composed email but for some reason feeling 'shy' about sending - silly really! Will send it off after I get out of the wildly exciting team meeting I have to go to now...

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......and another 'Good Girl' pat on head for you, too, rs.
When I say I'll be checking later:rolleyes: you know I will be!

redsquirrel80

ampersand wrote: »

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......and another 'Good Girl' pat on head for you, too, rs.
When I say I'll be checking later:rolleyes: you know I will be!

Tis done! Can I have a jaffa cake? :rotfl:

Seaxwyn

Hi pania! Gosh, big changes going on in panialand. I'm glad to hear you sound quite calm about the split with the OH, hope you really are OK.

Re the eye thing - this is probably irrelevant and of no interest but I thought I'd mention it just in case. I too have a chronic eye problem which like yours is aggravated by long hours sitting. It eventually was diagnosed as a tear duct issue. In certain positions the duct gets blocked, water doesn't get delivered to the eye, and the eyeball sticks inside. Very painful but not at all life-threatening so I declined the offer of surgery! Knowing to keep moving my head helps. As I said probably irrelevant.

pania

thanks for that seaxwyn. i'll get it checked out, my eye is compeltely pain free. curiouser and curioser said alice.

hmmm just spoken to our accounts at work, from now on fuel will be paid by cheque in the middle of the month, whereas that usually would be paid as part of my salary at the end of the month. Now that does mean that i can go whoop de whoop i'm gonna have lots of money. more that my bank balance will look pretty damned healthy mid month, I just need to be careful not to spend it before payday as i shall need it for the next month!!! eek!!!

The_Dragon

pania wrote: »

thanks for that seaxwyn. i'll get it checked out, my eye is compeltely pain free. curiouser and curioser said alice.

hmmm just spoken to our accounts at work, from now on fuel will be paid by cheque in the middle of the month, whereas that usually would be paid as part of my salary at the end of the month. Now that does mean that i can go whoop de whoop i'm gonna have lots of money. more that my bank balance will look pretty damned healthy mid month, I just need to be careful not to spend it before payday as i shall need it for the next month!!! eek!!!

Hmm is this yet another ad hoc change to your contracts? and paid by cheque - that normally indicates that a firm is going through a bad finance patch!

duchy

So the next DFW day out is to sunny Norfolk to all sit on Pania whilst she has her blood test

pania

hmmmm guess who has put in a job app this morning!!!

The_Dragon

pania wrote: »

hmmmm guess who has put in a job app this morning!!!

Hmm - well I am hoping it is you Pania! - I think you deserve a heck of a lot better than this company!