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pania

awww i feel all sad. just spoken to my bestest friend. Her horse died of a heart attack this morning, she was only 7 she has a 2 week old foal that is now all mumless so they are desperately trying to introduce her to another mare so she'll be ok. shes currently screaming for her mum though, i could hear her in the background ) it's times like this I hate hate hate being so far away, I want to go round and give my friend a big hug and let her cry but i can't am going to go down and see her on saturday evening and share a bottle of wine and reminisce before legging it back sunday morning to cover work.

big sigh, big smile and onwards as my mum says...

boredofbeingathome

Promised myself I wouldn't log on today until i got everything done, and i see some fabby news...Good luck P, hope it works out for you.
Hello everyone else.
BOB xx

boredofbeingathome

oops i didn't mean that news, you must have posted when i was typing.
sorry to hear that, my sis was inconsolable when her horse died.

pania

shes understandably devastated, coupled with the worry of the foal she was in floods on the phone.

Hello BOB!!! yes there is fab news, well i hope it will turn into fab news anyway!!! it's a bit of a gamble as in the 2nd year there is no basic, only commission, however the field that its in they fully expect you to earn 50k+ on commission only ! eep! so will be a big decision, but i need to get past CV stage first!!

How are you doing me dear? good i hope... xxx

Karmacat

Oof, Pania, what an up and down day. Awful about the horse and its poor little foal. Your finances sound copeable-with, and I'm glad to hear it. And the needles! Okay, to get your blood test, you're having to challenge an honest-to-goodness phobia, if somebody had tried to get me onto a plane 20 years ago, I would have fought like that. Hypnotherapy may well be the answer! Take it easy.

The_Dragon

pania wrote: »

awww i feel all sad. just spoken to my bestest friend. Her horse died of a heart attack this morning, she was only 7 she has a 2 week old foal that is now all mumless so they are desperately trying to introduce her to another mare so she'll be ok. shes currently screaming for her mum though, i could hear her in the background ) it's times like this I hate hate hate being so far away, I want to go round and give my friend a big hug and let her cry but i can't am going to go down and see her on saturday evening and share a bottle of wine and reminisce before legging it back sunday morning to cover work.

big sigh, big smile and onwards as my mum says...

Oh no! that is horrible news, I hope the foal takes to another mare as it would be awful if something else happened

mizmir

Hi P. Just catching up with your roller coaster few weeks - good to see you so positiveabout everything. Very sad news about your friend's mare and the little foal - she must be gutted and so worried. I hope a foster mum can be found for the little one - I am sure your support is a huge comfort to your friend even at a distance.

Re. the needle thing - seriously ask Hypno. Because you do need those tests!

And - yoo hoo - to new job prospects - shed loads of positive vibes for that heading your way. Everything crossed.

pania

lets just say it would be the job that would let me do the other job mizmir!! got to do a psychometric profile!! yikes!!

pania

Just heard the latest duffy song.. A MAZ ING!!!!

mizmir

pania wrote: »

lets just say it would be the job that would let me do the other job mizmir!!

Even better! Go for it girl!