New me New start, Pania's positive Progress!

evab_2

Morning P, January is such a poo month long and miserable weather but spring is just around the corner! You have done so well with your new challenge so far so don't be disheartened.

pania

thanks Ev yes it is a long month isn't it! Last payday 19th December!!:eek: I saw some signs of spring when i was out with beloved DP the other day, can't wait until the snowdrops come through. And i had a bird signing outside our house early this morning, it's definately on its way!!! :j

Not sure why i feel so flat to be honest. I think i miss life sometimes, I look back on all the things i used to do, go diving, go for long drives in my car that didn't lead to something work related, go for walks etc and i think i just miss that sometimes. looking forward to next weekend though, heading down to kent and going to leeds castle with mum whch will be lovely.

i'll give myself a boot up the backside in a mo, all will be fine!!

let us know how the scan goes!! will be fab to hear how you're getting on.
The gym with the health insurance is for cannons or virgin, and i don't think we have one of those our way unfortunately. would be nice though! virgin gym for £21 per month!!

bless to DD not being well, thats a horrible thing for her to have poor bean. is she better now?

embarrassed_about_my_debt

pania wrote: »

feeling pants today, don't know why just do. very flat and very down and not my usual self at all. need to give myself a slap and snap out of it. end of month looming and business has dried up a tad these last few days, worried about money looking ahead, if commissions don't come in i've had it. feb is going to be tight but hoping march is going to be better. just feel asthough i'm going nowhere fast. can see and smell the 25k mark just don't seem to be able to bloomin get there!!! no takers for the dog walking yet, think that would really help and not many mystery shops popping up up this way either.
oh dear i sound a right bah humbug, Positive Pania Positive!!!!

I was feeling like this aswell this week. Had a bit of me time and it really helped. Hope you cheer up soon and if you want a chat feel free to pm me.

I'll send that :coffee: round!

evab_2

Hi, dd is much better back to her normal chatty and funny self today!

Sometimes it gets depressing constantly thinking about money but when you look back at how much you've achieved it's well worth it. Don't forget to treat yourself occasionally e.g. next weekend with your mum. If you ever fancy North Wales then head up here - quite a few little hills to walk in!

redsquirrel80

GREAT BIG HUGS! XX
Morning P, hope that down mood is lifting a bit - as Ev says it can wear you out constantly thinking about money, and you've had all sorts of other hassles to deal with - I know you'll bounce back though, you are after all Miss Positive Butt-Kicking P!

pania

bit concerned about this butt-kicking reputation i'm getting here!!:rotfl: am i really that bad? think a bad ability to tell it how it is may be the issue!! but in a nice and supportive way of course!!:o :rotfl:

I have another place to stop on the round britain trip!:j I wonder if martin would be interested in sponsoring a round britain DFW chronicle. A bit like "Coast" but with lots of cups of tea with DFW's i meet on the way!:D

Ok, so I have.... Ampersand first stop, Duchy, Benben,HFBS,Seaxwyn,ISOM,
Evab, Redsquirrel, elantan,lenny,unixgirl,ZTD,blackangel,hypno and EAMD last.
Think that would take me around the country quite happily!!! :rotfl: I could write a book!!! :rotfl:

Is it sad that i laugh at myself?

Thanks for the cuppa EAMD and the hugs squizz and the offer of a place to stay ev, snaggles has a fab little quote in her sig saying "I love my computer, my friends live in there." and that certainly is most true. xxx:D

redsquirrel80

Not bad at all, I think you kick butt in the nicest way it can possibly be kicked :rotfl:

That could be a plan - travel round Britain via DFWs, write a book, sell loads, pay off debts...

Ooh I think I've just found a job I might apply for... :eek:

pania

Pania and squirrel do Thelma and louise? or a different type of job! ;-)

pania

all the teaspoons in the house appear to have gone walkies, so am eating a yogurt with a spudulike forkoon!!:eek: (like a spoon but with prongs in the end, you know the type.) DOn't know why i felt it necessary to reveal that to the world but there ya go!!:rotfl:

pandapaws

pania wrote: »

all the teaspoons in the house appear to have gone walkies, so am eating a yogurt with a spudulike forkoon!!:eek: (like a spoon but with prongs in the end, you know the type.) DOn't know why i felt it necessary to reveal that to the world but there ya go!!:rotfl:

Forkoon?:rotfl:
Round here they're called Sporks!!!

Keep your chin up, and you're welcome to visit the panda-den when you're doing your tour - you might get roped into moving furniture though unless you time it carefully!