Buffy's 30 Month Plan

beanielou

Buffythedebtslayer wrote: »

Honestly Beanie, if he asked me once he asked me 15 times if I was feeling frisky... and told me I was young and should have fun, did I want to have fun tonight? And about every date he had ever been on...... Luckily the pub shut early!

Dearie me.
Sounds just dire:eek:
You are worth so much more than that xxx

Pooky

Frisky? Oh dear lord. Some men seem to feel it's all about sex, I know DD2 is having the same issues, they seem lovely at first and then within an hour it's all about a "bit of fun". Makes you wonder if it actually works with some women... surely they can't be as dense as to just keep trying it on without learning it's not working? Maybe I'm just naive, takes more than one date to get to know someone let alone go any further.

Sun_Addict

Sorry the date was so awful I would've been tempted to slap him, what a total idiot!!

Buffythedebtslayer

beanielou wrote: »

Dearie me.
Sounds just dire:eek:
You are worth so much more than that xxx

Thank you X

Pooky wrote: »

Frisky? Oh dear lord. Some men seem to feel it's all about sex, I know DD2 is having the same issues, they seem lovely at first and then within an hour it's all about a "bit of fun". Makes you wonder if it actually works with some women... surely they can't be as dense as to just keep trying it on without learning it's not working? Maybe I'm just naive, takes more than one date to get to know someone let alone go any further.

I think it must work. The amount of standard pervs I get is bizarre! I suppose you only have to meet one that works for it to work but it is such hard work!

Sun_Addict wrote: »

Sorry the date was so awful I would've been tempted to slap him, what a total idiot!!

My American friend said I should have been less English (I was so polite) and more American about it!


Just checked my bank and my card is paid off. That is good.

Nearly at the end of term.

Buffythedebtslayer

Obsessively checking my bank account.

I have some money to pay in for my CC cos I paid for stuff and mates gave me cash.

It has been a bit of a rough time with Mum she has spent some time at the hospital, as yet she is ok. but it is so hard and scary. The absolute worse thing aside from how your mind races once you set foot in hospital is that I just want that idiot from work. I am so tired of being alone and I am not really -I have some incredible friends thank God. But going to bed alone and waking up worried in the night is hard. Guess I am more worried about Mum than I realise.

UGH. All plans are on hold till this is fixed. I wasn't going out this weekend anyway so more decluttering is on the agenda.

I am just really sad at the moment. Not enough to distract me out of it.

XXX

Buffythedebtslayer

I have 416 pounds on the CC - as in my regular spends CC.... oops.

To be fair 140 was dinner for 3 (which my friends paid me for their share and I have the cash for) and 4 birthdays, a summer duvet, a year's supply of body lotion, make up and face wash. a lunch box, two "summer" skirts (long, black) And two hard drives, along with my subscriptions. One of which is now cancelled.

I have been paid for tutoring so will use that to pay off part of it and the rest of it with my wages.

Rough day again today. thanks to my friends I have survived. But I am not sure why I am doing all this. constantly feeling on edge is exhausting.

XX

beanielou

At least you are on holiday now xx

Buffythedebtslayer

beanielou wrote: »

At least you are on holiday now xx

*gripping edge of laptop, whilst simultaneously pulling out her hair*

we don't finish until Tuesday.

beanielou

Buffythedebtslayer wrote: »

*gripping edge of laptop, whilst simultaneously pulling out her hair*

we don't finish until Tuesday.

oooops, got that wrong

RosaBernicia

Wow and well done to job plans Buffster - you got this.



Eeek to grim dates, surely there is a good one out there. Also, have you asked D why he is still in touch?




Rosa xx