Return of the Girl Racer

GirlRacer_2

Another late night for me last night. Didn't get to bed until 2 am. Back up at 7, done some ironing then realised that J had left his glasses at my house. DD home from school ill, had to drive approx 20 miles to drop glasses off, got to work 10 minutes late only to find the witch had come back into work a day early :eek:

Have just got home now and am really tired. Got 65 items on e-bay 10 of which are ending tonight and not one watcher :cool: so not very happy with that. DS and about 5 of his mates are playing football on the lawn and stamping on my flowers so I've completely lost the plot with them.

Have booked day off tomorrow as J has to go to solicitors and thought he may want to meet me for lunch afterwards and I don't think he does. He's really busy at work so may go straight back to work afterwards. Why do I bother.

Feeling really negative today, all my hard work at e-baying last month is going to play the ruddy gas bill and my house is a tip because of parcels, empty boxes and stuff for sale.

dizzy_lizzie

Aw GR...don't feel down. You've done really well so far. You'd have been paying the gas bill anyway so your ebay money is still extra. I know what you mean though. Psychologically it looks like it's going to pay a bill. Money eh!
Hope you feel ok and don't worry about J. What will be will be GR.
LUvz Dizzy x

GirlRacer_2

Thanks Diz, your advice is always spot on. I think I'm tired and ratty and always feel negative when I'm in that sort of mood.

Have got lots of stuff to list on e-bay but will wait until Thursday when listing is half price and so save me some more.

Received the paperwork off Mazuma Mobile today so will post off the old phone tomorrow and sit eagerly for the £17 cheque. Also waiting for the cheque from mutual rewards, thats for £45 and also waiting for the postal order off the e-bay buyer.

I think I'm still going to have the day off tomorrow as I really don't feel like going into work. Will stay around the house and try and get it into some sort of order.

How's your day been Diz?

Keeping_Positive

The end of the day is always a tough time. Take care and do things a bit at a time. You have done so well over the last year so dont forget that. I hope things even out soon but bear in mid if you still are feeling more down than up then the anti ds arent always a bad thing. If they help you get through without feeling like things are a constant struggle then good. That of course is worst case scenario its probably just a rough patch that will clear ASAP.

Lots of hugs to help
Wxx

GirlRacer_2

Thanks Wendy, I must admit I've been feeling a lot better off the anti d's, even the downer today is not as hard as the downers I was having when I was on them. My biggest trouble today is that I'm tired. Am going to have an early night now.

Am going to go into work tomorrow now, decided there's no point wasting my annual leave and moping around the house.

Thanks for the hugs, they are much appreciated.

Nite nite

GR x

dizzy_lizzie

Hi GR, just make sure you take some time out for yourself and the feelings will pass hun.
I came home to two dead birds in the front garden!
Having an early night myself after Big Brother. I think we're all overtired from all the frantic selling on ebay
Keep well
Luvz Dizzy x

GirlRacer_2

I think your right there Diz. I went to bed about half 10 and fell asleep instantly then J phoned me at about 11.15 He doesn't need me to go with him today and he's adamant that he's going to be OK so I'm going into work. I've decided to save my leave until I need it. He did say that he may call up and see me tonight though so that'll be something to look forward to.

Got 15 items ending on e-bay today and I'm starting to feel desperate now. I've only posted off 2 parcels this week and I've got another one to go today, sales are down. I bet the boss of M&S feel likes this at their quiet times of the year

AM selling lots of knitting patterns and somebody from New Zealand has e-mailed me asking if I'd be prepared to post them onto her. I'll sell to anybody so haven't got a problem with that. Hopefully she'll buy!

Catch you later and have a good day Diz x

Keeping_Positive

No wonder you're tired everytime you head to bed you get woken by a phonecall! Can you not ask him to ring at a more reasonable time for a while at least?

GirlRacer_2

That's what life is like with him Wendy. He's the type of person who only needs 4 hours sleep. He's going through a rough time at the moment so I'll persevere for a while with him, at least for a while. Men eh?

GirlRacer_2

Home from work but wish I'd taken the day off. Not had the best of days and have come home and had an abusive message posted on my facebook page. Don't even know who the person is who sent it to me but it's upset me all the same!

Not much to report otherwise, boring day, the witch has been on form and absolutely nothing exciting in the mail. Got 15 items ending on e-bay tonight so hopefully something will sell and that will make be a bit happier.