Paying off debt to freedom

camz2017

Antibiotics cost me around £20 for the two prescriptions! Wow need to start budgeting for medical

natsplatnat

Hi camz - feeling better I hope?

camz2017

Sadly not ended up much worse and went the emergency doctor, ended up out at A&E where I spent until today. Gotta go back tomorrow. Been on a drip since Saturday. Will get a clearer diagnosis once everything they took from me has been analysed.

The parking was £2.40 an hour, and I paid for one hour, ended up there 3 days. No ticket on the car just hoping I don’t get a massive fine!

On a plus side not in the office this week.

natsplatnat

Oh wow! That's not good news at all! Sorry to hear you've been so poorly... and I was going to tell you to 'man up' last week! Glad I didn't! Fingers-crossed they do the analysis quickly. Hope you are feeling a bit better and continue to improve!

camz2017

I have the worst luck in life I swear. Some di*k splashed me last night in their big BMW X5, they fully swerved to get me. Walked home dripping head to toe.

Anyway back to eating normally, getting full up on like the smallest meals though.

My cars in the garage, had some issues, and I’m using it to drive 100+ miles a day to my client at work - so had to be fixed. Hoping it’s not too expensive but will report back. Feeling ok today

Cherryjack

Hope yr ok Camz

Midgetgem82

Just stumbled across your diary.
I hope you are feeling much better than you were.
I hope the Ex has got the hint that she is now the ex and leaves you in peace.
Good luck with your debt free journey

camz2017

Thanks all

£320 for the car repairs I’d have scrapped it but I’m going to be driving to client until year end at least and the trains awful to there. If I sold the car it would mean staying in a hotel Monday to Friday which I don’t wanna do, it honestly just ruins my mental state when I do that.

Regardless I feel I’ve made the right choice and I will just have to be super tight on next months budget.

camz2017

On another note feeling much better, no the ex has not got the hint she called me crying. I feel like after being in hospital I’ve gained a bigger conscience so I just feel really guilty which doesn’t help if I start pandering to her and give her false hope.

I bought some Tropicana today, £2.50 which I feel bad for. I didn’t ask myself if I needed it I just impulse bought it.

Midgetgem82

If you feel like breaking up is the best thing then don't let manipulate your feelings and how you respond to her. Stick to your decision, be nice but firm in telling her how you feel and that you won't change your mind. Trust me when I say this is the best thing for your own mental health.

With regards to the Tropicana don't beat yourself up about it. We all slip up, I got a take away Costa this morning as I had a !!!!!! school run with my son. Came straight home so should have bypassed the Costa and made coffee when I got home but just the act of getting a takeaway coffee relieved some stress I was feeling.

Hope today is a good day for you ��