Here we can all be heard for a little while. Part 3

mellymoo74

Fanks code was well cheap from eBay
Couldn't wear any underwear though as it laced up at the back.

Me and OH

calleyw

Melly,

You and that dress are gorgeous. And what a handsome man your dad is.

I love your hair and you are so pretty.

Yours

Calley

mellymoo74

They show off my big nose so shhh code.

codemonkey

You look really happy in the second photo. Your OH looks like he cant believe his luck.

mellymoo74

It shows how down he is code he was known for being really grinny

Thanks Calley did my hair myself and my own make up as I wanted to look like me.
Yeah miss my dad ridiculous amounts.

mellymoo74

We got told off as OH kept blowing kisses through it lol.

Really bring home how broken he is.
X

System

WOWzers :eek: Melly you look beautiful and your dad looks very handsome and very proud


Have finally (badly..my printer barely works) photocopied psych letters for PIP application, somewhat worried as they are a few years old but its all i currently have and at least shows how long i've had these issues for.

That said feeling utterly depressed reading over them. Brings a lot of bad memories up, and its hard seeing it in black and white Have shoved them in the cupboard. Swain asked me why i dont just get my medical records and i told him if i read them i'd be even more of a mess.

System

To cheer myself up here is a pic of Swains lovely doggy

mellymoo74

Aw she's lovely MU

I know it can be hard to see medical stuff written down, remember that it isn't all you are though it's not even a lot of what you are.
It's a little bit of you sometimes.

Couscous (aldi garlic from food bank) was a mistake, first thing eaten in 2 days stomach not happy at all.

System

mellymoo74 wrote: »

Aw she's lovely MU

I know it can be hard to see medical stuff written down, remember that it isn't all you are though it's not even a lot of what you are.
It's a little bit of you sometimes.

Couscous (aldi garlic from food bank) was a mistake, first thing eaten in 2 days stomach not happy at all.

Thats very true Melly...i think the problem with these forms and looking up stuff to support it is you have to face the issues you spend most of your life tryi9ng to ignore. I try to see myself as "normal" as possible and then when i read these things and explain them it makes me feel liek i'm not as "normal" as i think i am. My illness affects me in more ways than i generally admit to anyone. My friends see snippets of it, maybe a panic attack here and there, or manic ramblings on facebook, but they don;t see it day ion day out. I guess ive gotten use to putting on a front when dealing with my MH problems.

I've never eaten couscous! What's it like? is a similar thing to rice at all? I really need to start trying some new foods (and healthier ones at that!)