Here we can all be heard for a little while. Part 3

mellymoo74

Torry_Quine wrote: »

Since I woke this morning all I can think of is what I was doing at this time six months ago. How can I have lived, or actually just existed, without my beloved soul mate.

I feel sick and everything hurts.

Also my dad is having an operation on Friday and that's added to my worry

How are you today Torry? I am thinking of you xx

Torry_Quine

Feel awful, had a slice of toast. Going to go out for a short walk in the hope it may perk me up a little

marmiterulesok

Torry_Quine wrote: »

Feel awful, had a slice of toast. Going to go out for a short walk in the hope it may perk me up a little

I hope it does hun xx

System

Had chat with my old manager, it went quit well, she needs someone to do closes and closes are my speciality shes gonna speak to the area manager tomorrow and let me know how that goes.

also finally applied for my disbaled bus pass

and tomorrow, i will have no overdraft! :j

Still feelig depressed but i think its starting to pick up. i was watching a tv show the other day and i actually laughed. I know that seems like a silly thing bit for the past 6 weeks ive felt nothing so hopefully its progress.


Torry i'm sorry for how you feel right now, keep talking to us and we will do our best to make sure you're ok *gentle squishes*

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xXMessedUpXx wrote: »

....
also finally applied for my disbaled bus pass

and tomorrow, i will have no overdraft! :j

Still feelig depressed but i think its starting to pick up.....

Sounds as though things may be getting better all round?
You sound fairly upbeat anyway, which is good!

calleyw

Evening my lovelies,


Penguin about death


Today an ex colleague and very talented young lady with a young son and amazing husband. Died after a battle with a rare and aggressive form of cancer.


I worked with her for only a short while but she was amazing and lovely. She was a practicing christian and when I was dealing with MH issues she offered to pray for me.



I had lost touch and only touched base with her again about a year ago. We where not close but her passing has really upset me. As it's such a waste of a brilliant talent and lovely person.



I have been reading face book messages about her and I was not the only one that thought she was amazing and talented. And now its all gone.


Makes me wonder about this world and how cruel it can be.


Penguin end.


On another note had a lovely lunch with my step daughter and LO. She is just so cute.


Everyone take care


Yours


Calley x

System

Sleazy wrote: »

Sounds as though things may be getting better all round?
You sound fairly upbeat anyway, which is good!

I think i'm getting there.

Though currently dealing with massive anxiety about breaking the news to my manager tomorrow, i think shes not going to be happy. But i have to do hats best for me. Got a call today its been approved woth area manager, so just need to tell my manager now. wish me luck!

Calley, i'm sorry for your loss, i hope you can take comfort in the fact she was a lovely person and very loved by those who knew her. Glad you had a nice day with your step daughter and LO

mellymoo74

Mu you should be proud.


Look how well your coping a few years ago you wouldn't have coped so well.

Torry words are inadequate, I just want you to know that you are in my thoughts xxxx

mellymoo74

Most of this is on my thread but I don't know how many if you see that so.

OH now has PTSD as well as OCD, anxiety etc.

He got rid of a chunk if the hoard the spent money we don't have replacing it :rotfl:

I am plodding

calleyw

xXMessedUpXx wrote: »

Calley, i'm sorry for your loss, i hope you can take comfort in the fact she was a lovely person and very loved by those who knew her. Glad you had a nice day with your step daughter and LO

Thank you MU. Not sure I can take comfort in that, as she was 28/29 its so unfair.



As I said I was not close to her but I think its due to her being close to my step daughter in age is why it has upset me so much. I am going to have to avoid FB for a few days as keep seeing things pop up about her. And its making me upset again.


At least she is no longer in any pain.



Yours


Calley x