Here we can all be heard for a little while. Part 2

calleyw

xXMessedUpXx wrote: »

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*ahem* i may have bought myself a new dress...(and pink petticost to go underneath) http://www.lindybop.co.uk/dresses-c1/myrtle-tuquoise-petal-bust-halter-neck-floral-swing-dress-p288

Gorgeous. I am sure you will look fab in it. I hardly ever go out so don't buy dresses like that, I have lots of summer type dresses. Not that we have had much summer. Or much occasion to wear them

And I am off buying clothes for 2 reasons got very little money and got to fat so need to loose weight.

Not sure how to describe this. But things have gone a bit strange this end. Not sure if is anything to do with the water work infection or not. As I had it a nearly a week by then. A week ago saturday had a mini meltdown. Thought no like me etc etc ect.

But then something has changed inside of me. And I not sure I really understand or get it. Its like a part of me has been lost.

Umm need to not think about it much as it means at the moment I am on a even keen. And thats the way I want to stay. With me thinking about going back to work. Confidence still not there but again something I am working on.

Shall see how things go.

Enough about me.

Hugs, squishes and handshakes to all that need them. Will pop in the duvet fort later with some jaffa cakes as they are on offer in tescos and they are the real thing as well:rotfl:

Yours

Calley

Wellyboots6

Lovely dress MU, and will need a picture of the shoes too when you get them!

Hope the infection is clearing up Calley.

Escapees due date today and no sign, lazy monkey. Had contractions yesterday afternoon and evening, lasting a minute, seven minutes apart but then they stopped. Sooooo frustrated!!

Off out walking again in a minute and then for a bumpy car ride

Operation eviction begins!!

Pyxis

MessedUp! Gorgeous dress! When's your birthday?



Calley, regarding the 'lost' bit........it might just be that after the mini-meltdown, you are feeling numb. I guess it's a protective measure. If it's that, it will gradually pass.
Either that, or it could be to do with the infection.

calleyw

Pyxis wrote: »

Calley, regarding the 'lost' bit........it might just be that after the mini-meltdown, you are feeling numb. I guess it's a protective measure. If it's that, it will gradually pass.
Either that, or it could be to do with the infection.

I have never felt like this before after a melt down. Normally my emotions are running really high and can't sleep, want to cry all the time and think I am not a nice person, no one likes me etc.

But this time around well. Maybe numb is the right word. I do have emotions as a film earlier on the in week made me cry slightly.

Its almost like I don't care about other people. And I have lost the loving caring side to me. And have no need to have anyone in my life.

Not sure I am even making sense to myself let alone anyone else LOL!!!

Yours

Calley

codemonkey

Mild holiday meltdown alert.

Pyxis

codemonkey wrote: »

Mild holiday meltdown alert.

Oh no, Code!

What's up?

Georgiegirl256

Afternoon all! Calley, I've just made a cuppa....you there with those Jaffa cakes yet?! Pyxis is right, it could be just like a protective measure. Big hugs (((Calley)))

Love that dress MU! You've got to get the matching shoes now!

Hugs (((code))) What's wrong?

How is operation eviction going Katy?

Hope everyone else is doing ok?

dragonette

*waves* I stayed with my ex last night - a stray he rescued sadly had to be PTS, was the kindest thing but he was in bits about it. I'm absolutely drained now! Emotionally and physically.

Hoping youre ok Code

Waves_and_Smiles

Hope it was only a little meltdown, code and you enjoy the rest of your holiday.#

Don't think too deeply, Calley. If our brain numbs us for a while it is usually because it needs an emotional respite. If it isn't upsetting you then go with it for now and enjoy the calm.

That is a beautiful dress, MU!

Aww, your poor ex, dragonette. Something like that would really upset me too. Good on your for being such a good friend, now do something nice for yourself.

I am ok, sick of my own whining about being ill so I'm going to keep quiet about it. It will get better.

Three days ago WaSp went to Milliefleur's and she offered to buy them both a takeaway. Believe it or not, she really loves KFC Millionaires ice cream dessert, even though she won't eat anything else from there. So he got a meal for himself and the ice cream for Milliefleur. They forgot her dessert! Both WaSp and Milliefleur wouldn't complain so I wrote to head office on their behalf. They are sending me a £15 voucher, valid for 3 months so I am going to keep it and attempt to get to Milliefleur's on her birthday in November and surprise her with as many Millionaire desserts as she wants!

dragonette

Thats a great idea for Milliefleur's bday I'm sure she'll love that.

Yes, going to be a very restful evening and curl up in bed. I love my ex very dearly, but it was very tiring. Will check up on him during the week too.