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calleyw

Pyxis wrote: »

:rotfl: :T Calley! You're turning into a little minx! :rotfl:

Perhaps I am turning in to the person I have always been but never shown before. Who knows :rotfl:

Its really strange I have not taken any AD since last thursday and I seem to be getting happier and happier and I have no idea what it is I am doing.

Yours

Calley

Pyxis

calleyw wrote: »

Perhaps I am turning in to the person I have always been but never shown before. Who knows :rotfl:

Its really strange I have not taken any AD since last thursday and I seem to be getting happier and happier and I have no idea what it is I am doing.

Yours

Calley

You're doing stuff, sorting stuff, and relaxing. Perhaps your previous work affected you far more than you realised and you're only just starting to come out of it?

Plus of course, there are all your lovely new friends on here!



I've been feeling pretty carp today. I think I know why......some horrid family stuff in the background. However, I did force myself to tidy the spare room. There's no bed in it but it was still full of stuff. I haven't got rid of a lot, but it's a lot tidier, and I know what's in there! Plus the new hanging rails I bought mean that all my charity shop tops and all my AmDram stuff is now hanging neatly!

I'm going to go out for a walk later, and listen to a band at local bandstand!
It must be summer!

calleyw

Pyxis wrote: »

You're doing stuff, sorting stuff, and relaxing. Perhaps your previous work affected you far more than you realised and you're only just starting to come out of it?

Plus of course, there are all your lovely new friends on here!

Maybe who knows.

I do have a lovely lot of friends here.

I know I have come a long way from April where I was shivering with cold in my bed at the thought of going to work and what I had and hadn't done.

I have not done my hypnosis in a while. But I am sure that has helped. And need to start it again.

I also had another weight lifted off my shoulders today. We doubled checked and Husband is on contribution based benefits. Which means we can now make plans to do with sorting out finances.

Shattered taken 9 bags of soil to the tip. And that is just a tiny amount of what needs to be shifted :rotfl:The tip shuts at 4pm and does not re-open until thursday. So at least I can get a few more bags filled.

Came home from the tip and thought my washing machine was kaupt. Nope it was the electric that went off. Reckon woman I phoned about it thought I was mad. As I said I am not one of those whining people. Just wanted to report it and did not make a lot of difference to me how long it took to come back on again.

Yours

Calley

mellymoo74

give up

apparently looking like going to have to do a homeless application which OH wont do.

calleyw

mellymoo74 wrote: »

give up

apparently looking like going to have to do a homeless application which OH wont do.

Oh Melly,

I am sorry to hear that.

Does he not get that its effecting both of yours mental health. Mind you some men are stubborn.

Have a hug, handshake or a squish depending on your choice or have all three.

Yours

Calley

mellymoo74

it would affect him more to do it to be fair to him Calley, plus the animals.

I am furious and upset if honest.

Waves_and_Smiles

Faerie, all of this must make you feel very powerless and hopeless. I am so sorry. I know situations like that would leave me feeling very scared of the world and unable to trust anyone. You are so brave for sharing your feelings with us here, do you realise how strong it makes you that you can still reach out? I really admire you for still being able to do so.

I have a headache and feel sick as a consequence. I am miserable and hiding in the fort and sulking (I am otherwise fine, though!).

PS. Katy can I cuddle little Sod?

Oh hugs, melly. You must just be exhausted emotionally and physically.

calleyw

Budge up in the fort got room for a big one LOL!!!!

I will bring some biscuits and cake.

How about a film to watch I have netflix

Yours

Calley

Waves_and_Smiles

Yay cake! Funnily enough I'm craving cake Calley, despite being feeling sick! I am being told by WaSp that I have to watch How to Train your Dragon. He says it is a film that was made for me.

Wellyboots6

Go for it WaS! He likes a good cuddle, if he holds still long enough. Although he is still rather damp from the paddling pool!