Here we can all be heard for a little while

Pyxis

Hallo, Duke!




Talking of people returning to the thread, I wonder whereabouts Oldestgnome is at the moment?

Waves_and_Smiles

Hello, Duke! I loved dressing up!

Good idea, Pyxis! I want to find a fossil!

I had no choice but to talk to a stranger, a very determined tiny puppy made sure of it! Her owner did apologise and said she is at the age where everyone is her friend and she wants to play. She was so tiny and stood there padding my leg with her tiny little tail wagging. She stayed for 10 minutes before she got distracted with something else, absolutely adorable!

Change of plan for today! We are going to see some birds of prey and owls instead! The lovely woman whom I have been speaking to at the monkey centre just emailed me to say they have two school parties there today, it is not quiet! But they have nothing on for tomorrow so we shall visit then instead.

calleyw

I am very unsettled today. As I said goodbye to someone and something that I have wanted so badly for the past three years but I know in my heart of hearts will never happen.

Its part of the reason why I have been so ill. Its my own fault I fell for a person who had worse mental health issues than me.

And as much I love and care for them I have to take control of the situation. I know there mum is not very well at the moment. But I can no longer take the text you in week and never making plans such as going out for the day. Like most people do.

I text at 5.30am "bye X" not heard back from them but that is nothing new. I can't let myself go back wards again. As I read once we feel there is more pain to leaving them staying. I have the power and I have to use it. Deleted his number and removed all traces from my phone. And see if I can find it else where and destroy it.

And forget him no matter how painful it is. And find someone else who give me all the things that I want from a relationship.

Sorry to ramble. But I just want to die inside.

Need a duvet fort with jaffa cakes LOL!!!

Yours

Calley

Stoodles

A strong woman making a strong choice to protect her own mental health. Good for you Calleyw

Faith177

Agree with Stoodles Good for you Calleyw it takes a strong person to walk away from a situation like that and you should take a lot of pride from that

MessedUp have you seen the train strikes have been cancelled? You should be ok for Download now

WaS sounds like you're having a fabulous holiday! I'm so jealous about the castle and the dressing up right up my street that. We got married at Urquhart Castle and had a diary room in one of the school room and there was all this armour in there and the castle staff let the boys play with it they were go for ages. When I watched our wedding tape back the videographer had recorded everything! Haven't laughed so much as watching a group of 25-30 year old men run around attacking each other with swords God knows what the staff must have thought

calleyw

Faith177 wrote: »

Agree with Stoodles Good for you Calleyw it takes a strong person to walk away from a situation like that and you should take a lot of pride from that

Does not feel like. Feels like my insides are being ripped out. But I just can't carry on like this.

Yours

Calley

Pyxis

Bravo, Calley! :A

((((((((Calley)))))))))

Faith177

calleyw wrote: »

Does not feel like. Feels like my insides are being ripped out. But I just can't carry on like this.

Yours

Calley

It will do darling but we are all here for you when you need us :kisses3: & *HUG*

Georgiegirl256

Enjoying hearing about your holiday WaS! You've got a busy itinerary! Yay for cute doggy friends!!

Well done on being brave Calley, it can't have been an easy thing to do.

dragonette

((hugs)) Calley, i know it's agony, but it'll be better in the long run hon x

It will