one day at a time

Bobarella

Oh dear I hope he brings her back saftely very soon.

safehouse

All Good, back safe and sound Bobarella xx......OH just walked her around the park 3 times, she was much happier than I was when she got home Lol, certainly gave him both barrel's when he walked through the door :mad:
£120 paid into mortgage account ....finally hit my 70% Mortgage target.:T:T
£90 paid of 2 separate CC with lots more to pay off next week, easier to pay off than I had expected..for now anyway!....;)


A.. store Card £460 /CC B £1,550/ CC S £1,600/ CC A £850....£4,410 total …. Mortgage £100,000 /£69,760 paid £30,800 remaining….EF..240.00 total....(**Total 70,000**)........

safehouse

Another weekend upon us..how one day will disappear into the next so very quickly..........had a very lazy/boring day today and feeling quite guilty that I have achieved nothing when I should have"silly I know but to much time to think!!" wont be staying in tomorrow Oh no....couch potato for one day out of the year is enough for me Lol........
Diet not to good today, gave in to the choc digestives, couldn't resist, that coupled with absolutely no exercise Bad Bad Bad........
Now I am staring at the half bottle of red wine left over from the other week and it is Friday night...,mmmm What to do?

A.. store Card £460 /CC B £1,550/ CC S £1,600/ CC A £850....£4,410 total …. Mortgage £100,000 /£69,760 paid £30,240 remaining….EF..240.00 total....(**Total 70,000**)........

safehouse

Lovely morning out with my beautiful Dmama and DS ........OH out doing a few estimates, so enjoying an afternoon of peace and quiet....;)
Need to go for the food shop later ....hoping to keep under £40 ..:)
Good few weeks financially all DD paid early to cover the end of August ....giving me 2 weeks wages/cash to throw at my CC's and Mortgage
Naughty slip up on diet this morning..sausage& egg sandwich...tasted like heaven

A.. store Card £460 /CC B £1,550/ CC S £1,600/ CC A £850....£4,410 total …. Mortgage £100,000 /£69,760 paid £30,240 remaining….EF..240.00 total....(**Total 70,000**)........

Bobarella

Sandwich sounds yummy

safehouse

Yummy treat....back on the boring shakes today....:(

Off to carbooty with Dsis and DS soon..search out some bargains to sell on ebayy

safehouse

Weekend of slip ups with OH, and a deep suspicion he has now escalated to morning drinking during the weekend. I am not surprised ............although Iv'e had my suspicions and it was expected it still manages to hurt every time....wishing I had thicker skin, or a coat of iron. Maybe I am selfish but I hope every night I will wake in the morning and with absolute honesty can say the words "I just don't care anymore!!" but I never do, its no longer love, but after 30 yrs of good mixed in with the bad.. how could I not care? .......All I know for sure is I just need to focus on my DS, my saving and the future.
Terrible nightmares last night " in the dream he had really hurt himself and needed my help", ....woken this morning feeling rubbish...................................................:(:(
Miserable post I know, sorry, will give myself a swift kick up the backside and moveon as I usually do.... but needed a good grumble first..........................:o

Bobarella

Im so sorry to hear that Safehouse

safehouse

Feeling bit better Bobarella.. Thanks xx just really tired........Sorry s and promises day now with OH and a few days/weeks of peace till the next slip ups .
Had very nice letter from Mortgage company today and mortgage reduced by almost £25 a month due to the drop in interest rate now only £174 a month couldn't rent for less, cheered me up :D

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Glad you feel a bit better. Hugs Xx