Diary of my new life !!!

pania

I'll join you tonight benben i have a whole pile in my lounge right now that i have bought downstairs to make me do it!!!

pania

Just read your previous post hon, have a big hug from me...

I do completely understand about DS and son, used to have similar with my ex's kids when his mrs turned up to take them away.. I was surrogate mum during the bad times and she lapped up the glory during the good times, so kind of with you on how you were feeling, and i think you are only human to feel that way.. Hope you are feeling a bit better now.

Re the weight thing, clothes shops aren't renowned for the most flattering mirrors in history so don't feel too bad there, I know you're south easty, can you get to westwood cross for a spree? some very good shops there.

Right ebay a gogo!!! lets do it!!!

xxx

sophiesmum_2

:grouphug: Hi benben, sending you a dodgy hug,I can empathise with how you feel handing ds over to his dad and girlfriend.Just look at it from another perspective though - you have given ds a good grounding and enough stability and security that he is able to go with them for the day as he knows you will be waiting for him when he comes home. If you weren't doing such a cracking job he wouldn't be so happy to leave you, and ex OH would have trouble on his hands.
So give yourself a pat on the back you are a great mum:A :A and as ds :A grows up he will understand himself what you did for him. (mine have;) )
So what if they get to play happy families once a week or so, you get to enjoy ds for the majority of the time, and do tons of stuff with him daily:D

benbenandme

Pania I have started a new thread for the ebay thingie

benbenandme

Well I ended up only getting 4 things on ebay I was going okay then my sister phoned and we chatted for ages and then I had a headache and went to bed One of the items has a watcher though

I had a bit of a lie-in today and then had a shower and am about to nip to the farm shop before I go into work for a bit, then I'll go and meet ds :j

Its a beautiful day out there agin today, hoping it stays like it for next weekends southeners meet-up!!

tigzem

Hi BenBen - where are you? I look out for your daily updates and there's nothing ... are you ok?? x

Ellidee

tigzem wrote: »

Hi BenBen - where are you? I look out for your daily updates and there's nothing ... are you ok?? x

Iv'e been wondering where she is too tig. Perhaps they have gone to bbam's parents for a few days with it being half term ?

yeovilmac

Maybe she's still in that farm shop. She does like it there....:rolleyes:

benbenandme

Hey guys, I'm back !!! Thank you all for your concern, and thankyou Tigz for the text Well, I've had a yucky couple of days ... we had ofsted in today so everythings been very stressy for that and also d had a very bad day at school yesterday and I had to go and see his teacher again last night and they are going to get someone in to observe his behaviour I was aorund last night but wasn't very jolly ... didnt post much as should have been doing stuff for school instead I did have a nice chat with a friend on msn which made me feel better though

Well, today, ofsted is now over and done with :j :j and ds has had a better day today, not good but better My mum is coming to stay tonight :rolleyes: so I'll probably get an interrogation about ds behaviour again

Only 2 more days of kids then an inset day then its half-term ... can't wait;) Postie brought me a cheque for £2 today from a survey :beer:

benbenandme

Thank you very very much to those of you who have used my referral thing for the bingosky ... duchy, elantan et al ... you're all fab !!! I'm just off to see if I can win a few pennies to cheer me up a bit !! :beer: