Depression Support Thread

BizzyBek

Miro - don't give up yet.

If you can get to the doctors or phone the Samaritans for the now.

Pester the doctor to find you are new counsillur or ring NHS Direct (08454647) and see if they can fast track you onto your local emergency mental health care, and see if a different CPN can get out to see you, it may be better if they can route you through the hospital based team rather than the GP surgery people.

Nobodies faces fit! Faces are ridiculous at the best time, I mean when you think about, all holes and blobby bits on the best of us! And trust me I have met some of the world's most 'beautiful people' and yes they had nice facial structures but they were pig ugly on the inside and yes, the old cliche is true about beauty being skin deep.

Horasio

Hey Miro

Good to see you again but sorry to see you are so down.

There are many people on here and I'm sure in your circles who would miss you.

It is a miserable January day and understandably feel low - I haven't felt that great either but I read 'suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem', you are a very valued member on these boards and very happy to see you whatever mood you are in.

I can't offer any practical answer, except try and see someone to get any help like counselling or pills if u need them. Make sure you are warm and well fed in moderation and talk to us on here.

LouBlue

Miro - so glad you posted but so worried about you now. Can't you try and see another Counsellor? Please don't give up. Virtual or not, we all care about you and your wellbeing on here. xxx

HariboJunkie

LouBlue wrote: »

Miro - so glad you posted but so worried about you now. Can't you try and see another Counsellor? Please don't give up. Virtual or not, we all care about you and your wellbeing on here. xxx

I just spotted this post too.

Miro please come back online and chat or email the samaritans [EMAIL="jo@smaritans.org"]jo@smaritans.org[/EMAIL].

Take care

Haribo x

shazrobo

miro, please ring nhs direct and ask to be put thru to the mental health crisis team, they are fantastic people, and without them i wouldn't be getting the support that i am doing. we are all friends on here regardless of whether we have met or not, and we do care, we really do.
big hugs miro
shaz x

geminilady

Miroslav wrote: »

Just popping in for a quick hello which hopes finds everyone as well as can be.

Apologies for not wanting to be around at the moment, I really cannot face anything.

I was close to just ending it all on Friday because i've had enough of it all and just don't have the strength anymore. Flatmate is useless, saying it'll get better and then getting moody with me when i'm not all joking around etc etc. Add to that she has to be the centre of attention and her breaking of a nail/Big Brother/dancing on ice etc etc is far more important than me in distress. It's not like I ever ask for anything as i'm used to relying solely on myself, so when I get really down and made to feel unimportant, it's liek a kick in the teeth even further.

Literally zero support, estranged family have NO idea and even if they did, it would be a 'pull yourself together' attitude, counselling finished before Christmas as the person counselling finished and I had the option for another counsellor, but was being pushed away from that option, so I was clearly wasting a valuable space, just like I have my whole life I suppose and CPN is hopeless as is my GP surgery, so nothing at all. Everyone else I know either has no idea or is a 'fair weather' person - someone who wants to know the good bits, but when I struggle avoids me. However when they struggle, i'm expected to give them my undivided attention, so I really cannot be bothered to go on with life anymore.

All I leave is a trail of disaster and like I've said before, someone else who died too young could have made a much better go with their life.

The saying the face doesn't fit, is rather apt here. I look at myself in the mirror and firmly believe i'm the ugliest bloke to ever walk the face of the earth. Born a mistake, live(?) a mistake, dying won't be a mistake.

I hope this post doesn't get anybody down, it's not my intent.

I don't know anybody here personally and never will, but everybody who posts gives and everybody should be grateful for MSE allowing this thread to exist as I know in the past, it has helped me when nothing else has wanted too.

You all deserve better and I firmly believe you will all find better, so unlike me, don't give up because I know each and every one of you can achieve whatever you want to achieve.

Hi Miro,(((((((((((((((hugg)))))))))))))) we maybe "virtual" on here but we do care.Look at your last sentance above you tell us not to give up and that you know we can achieve what we want to achieve so BELIEVE IT yourself you are no "worse " than any of us and what
applies to us also applies to you.As others have said phone the samaritans or go see them,think i remember them helping you in the past.Also i think you said you did not like taking meds but if you are feeling so bad they may help in the short term.

gillette147

Miro mate,
You are funny and by your own accounts are always fending off the ladies with a stick or chair.

Life is ups and downs and not in equal measure. Stick with it because life can change as fast as a light switch. There are so many things you can try before it has to end.

Crime, relocation even badminton.
If things are truely at end it all proportions then what do you have to actually lose. The shackles are off and you can do anything you like with your life. Give it a go before you throw it away.

Take care chap.

Tulip

:hello: Everyone,

I have had a good day today,had a nice lunch of two sausages,double egg and chips and then sang some songs,I decided to get a train home tonight for a change and I did,I had money ready for the conductor who didnt come and take it,was going to pay at the station when I got off but it was closed and I was like :mad: so going to pop up to the station tomorrow and explain as I feel dishonest about not paying for the train fare as I have always been brought up by my family to be honest but this wasnt my fault as the train station I got on didnt have any ticket facility.

Tonight I am going to watch tv and have a nice evening


*hugs* to those that need one

:hello: Miro *hugs* nice to see you posting,do contact the samaritans they are a very good organisation as they helped me once and I recommend them and what you say to them stays confidential Hope you will feel better soon,We might be virtual but we do care about you,I care about you and we all worry I am glad you are all my friends on here as without this thread I wouldnt know where to turn or what to do when I feel low etc so thanks everyone for being there for me

love and light,

Katie xxx

BizzyBek

Gilette you put a smile on my face. I think we need to set up a virtual badminton tournament!

queensway_boy

shazrobo wrote: »

morning all, sounds like a lot of you didnt have a good weekend. mine wasnt great either, felt suicidal again yesterday, am seeing my councillor later today, so i'll have a good old moan to her about my ex, and my kids:mad: . in fact the kids are pushing me so much lately, think they may need their meds altering too, now they have grown an awful lot, they may need more, they see their pychiatrist in feb, dont know if its their age and their hormones, or whether its their mental health but they frighten me sometimes when they become violent.
roll on summer and we can get out of the house more, that usually burns off a lot of their excess energy.
will catch up later, off for a shower, then my guitar lesson.,
big hugs for those that need or want one
shaz x

Shaz wer're alway here for you x