Depression Support Thread

dawnylou

johnroberts07 wrote: »

I always think im ugly, people tell me im quite good-looking but i never believe them, or think im good enough. Its all part of the illness

Is that you on your avatar?
If so you are not ugly!!
In fact I find you warm, welcoming and friendly looking too.

johnroberts07

The fluoxetine dont seem to be doing anything, but only been taking them 2 weeks, been on citilopram for 5 years

dawnylou

I'm not sure if they are doing anything for me either? I just don't know.
I had a couple of really good days where I was relativelly normal, I managed housework and was dead proud of myself and actually found enjoyment in things.

But would I have had those couple of good days without the pills?
Or did I have those because of the pills?
How do you know??

johnroberts07

Yes i had just woke up when i took it and my hair was stood up on end. i am very friendly. but if i dont take my tablets i have psychotic episodes.( I GET ANGRY ) im like dr Jeckel 99% of the time and mr Hyde the rest

chelly-says

my boy is only 3 and has problems with his speech and its no wonder with mum like me, i had huge difficulties with my reading and writting and went to high school unable to do either in fact left high only barely able to read and i can see him going through every thing i went through and its all my fault.
i dont want to be around him because i think i will mess him up and he will be like me but in fact because im not around him he is ending up like me and i feel so bad. im so angry and grumpy all the time and because im at home with him whilst hubby is at work he gets the brunt of it, and he is just a baby.. i think sometimes he would better off if i wasnt here,
we have speech therapist involved and i can see them looking at me and when the see history of mental health on the forms and stuff you just know what they are thinking another future ASBO kid and its all because of his mental mother

Tiff_2

Hi miro!

quote=Miroslav
Tiff has returned
You'd better believe it hun!!!

Bl0ody cattery wanted an extra £10 because of the damage she caused
I said, 'Hilton please.' - not Milton Keynes!
(oops - though I'm sure it's a nice place to be - honest.:o )

Here's a security camera photo of my escape - it's not captured my best side!:rotfl:



Thinking of you miro hun!:eek:
Take care angel.
Much Love,
Tiff xxx




I once had a nice 'trainee doctor' who was understanding, but she left after training /quote

chelly-says

johnroberts07, have you been to anger management, my sister went quite a few years ago and said it was terrible and that it didnt help her at all.
i know different things work for different people
ive had it suggested to me before, but ive never been.

dawnylou

I would be interested in trying that out Chelly.

So often I get so frustrated over things that I want to stamp my feet and scream! Not goo really is it?

dawnylou

My oldest pup doesn't even like me anymore.
She is just ignoring me!!!!!!!!!

chelly-says

i know eexactly what you mean, i lose my temper over the most stupid things. my son keeps walking round saying "oh for god sake" because thats all i every say, if i cant get the computer on if i knock something over, just silly little things get blown out of preportion
sometimes i just want to smash everything in my sight, i often end up throwing things if i cant do it/find it straight away. in fact my behaviour is more like a bloody 2 year who cannot control itself
then i just feel like the skummiest person alive because im nasty and too stupid to be able to contol myself
so then comes the black cloud