The All-time Outstanding October NSD Challenge

charleybear

Sazzie23 wrote: »

:sad: Oh Charleybear, I'm so sorry, what a horrid dramatic day for you.:(
You must be sooo upset. Well done for NSD 10, and sometimes you know, we have to break things to find out we prefer the mended version. I'm sure he's not perfect either (who is?).

:sad:

Today's a better day ; it's easier because i know i won't see him.
My tutor gave me the day off after being so distraught about what happened yesterday.

We're both not perfect I admit that but he made things really difficult. I sent him a facebook message to apologize for hitting out at him he replied with "I still love u just give me some time I cant do this now I need a few days"
So at least it's a little better. I'm just torn with what to do.
I want him back if he wants to make us work well not make us work but if he wants to try again but then like my family been saying, they think its come to an end and it's always going to end up with me getting hurt. I'm pretty certain with a lot of work our second time will be better... I just don't know if I love him as a partner or just love him as a friend. Recently I've found it hard to say "I love you" to him and I've been feeling a little distant...


I grabbed NSD 11 today also.

beanielou

Nsd no 16 today.

slowlyfading

NSD 12 for me today

Jen__2

NSD#2 - should be able to rack up a few now it's the end of the month

fedupandskint

NSD 20 here today I think - all spends yesterday came out of budget accounts which was good with no frittering away

Time to increase to NSD 23 for the next total

kerri_gt

Charleybear - I'd have a listen to your family and let the dust settle. Sounds like you both need some space before making any decisions.

Well back at boot camp today, seems I'm still full of a lot of cold. Bleugh.

Feel like I haven't stopped today, however that means NSD #11 on he clock.

charleybear

Waheey we're okay!
We're talking properly and nicely to each other at least.
and he said he still loves me...things are looking up

MissE001

Glad you're feeling better charleybear

Got to target today - woo hoo :j # 20 / 20

Can I increase to 25 please

Sazzie23

MissE001 wrote: »

Glad you're feeling better charleybear

Got to target today - woo hoo :j # 20 / 20

Can I increase to 25 please

MissE doing a fab job, well done for reaching target, :j a big target at that, and good luck for the next target.

CharleyB take things slow Hun, but good news that things are looking up, AND you got another NSD:D

Fed-up is that another target you have beaten? :TGood luck for the next one, you are my inspiration::j

NSD 12a please Freeby

joedenise

Another NSD for me today as no car to get out! That will be NSD #11 - so only another 4 needed to reach my 2nd target, could be difficult with only another week left of the month but I'll definitely be trying hard!

Denise