Depression II

slowlyfading

EthelBloggs wrote: »

Well done you :T:T:T:T one year to go

I know, its going so fast! Soon, I'm going to be a fully fledged adult!

they probably didn't notice because it's more obvious to you because you know it's there, if that makes sense? and also, sad to say, sh is pretty common among students and young people so they might just be used to it and shrug it off, if you see what I mean?

Yes, I do know what you mean....

one of the nurses at the hospital where my daughter is recommended comfrey cream, but I keep forgetting to look for it apparenlty you get it in health food/organic/lentil weaving/tofu knitting beardy weirdy hippy shops, lol but she said it's excellent for healing and for minimising scarring too.

I've not heard of that, thanks

This is really sad, but I think that part of me wanted them to say something. part of me wants someone to realise how hard I am finding things. I want someone to tell me that I'm doing okay, that I'm actually doing something right. The hard thing about university is that you're a nobody. No one gives a !!!! if you're doing good or not. Everyone on my course is so talented and so clever, and I just [STRIKE]want[/STRIKE] need someone to tell me that I'm doing okay too, and they never do. I've only talked to my tutor once in the two years I've been there, and its just not.. how/what I expected.

I just want someone to care.

okay, rant over.
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queensway_boy

EthelBloggs wrote: »

new guys??? omg I'm off to digital spy to find out whats afoot!! lol

No need i'll tell yer,its that thing at bottom of your leg after your ankle:D

queensway_boy

queensway_boy wrote: »

When i was about 6 years old i had a bad accident,believe it or not i had a garden fork burried into my foot (Ooooooooouuuchh):mad: Anyway in our street there was this old(well i thought old but i was only six) woman who must have been into potions an that,she used to come round our house everyday to boil-soak and then place when they'de cooled down a bit-comfrey leaves onto my wound,i looked well with all these big leaves draped over my foot,and they stunk as well:rolleyes: Anyways,just to say i think they helped enormously,i felt like a witches guinea pig:rotfl:

http://www.overthegardengate.net/garden/herbs/comfrey.asp

rose07

razorbladekisses wrote: »

Gillette, Glad to hear that things are starting to get back on track with you and your girlfriend

Why are you afraid to look for a job? You've studied so hard to get good qualifications, it's your chance to sell yourself to a potential employer.

Do you not have any friends that live nearby that you could go out for a drink with one evening?

:T on getting the fireplace fitted :T I bet you're glad it's done

Hope your day has been OK.

xxx

rose07, (((HUGS))) gosh rosie, it sounds like you should probably get checked out at A&E, your injuries sound quite serious.

I heard about the 3 deaths at the TT it's very sad I'm so sorry to hear about your friend as well. It's understandable that you're feeling the way you are. Death affects people in so many different ways. Sometimes people just don't cry.

Why were you arrested?

Oh hun I'm so sorry to hear how low you are feeling right now. We are all here for you, don't forget that.

Thinking of you xxx

Thanks hun for your support

Yeah probably shuda gone to A&E but i will be ok, just the headache now, sure that will go soon too

I never seem to know what to do with myself, when someone dies, i go inside myself i guess, hide away, im not much of a one for dealing with things. When i was in hospital they said that its one thing thats wrong with me, they hada fancy name for it, lol. Basically means if something happens i dont cope. . I havent spoke to anyone bout how im feelin part from you guys . Dont think i will even talk to my councellor.

As for being arrested, will tell you on msn hun.

It means soo much you are here, its strange i feel soo low, yet something inside of me just isnt letting me feel it, if that makes sense?

How are you doing hun? Hows work and the like?

Catch ya on msn

xxxx

rose07

slowlyfading wrote: »

Thanks for the hug. I'll look out for that oil tomorrow

:grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: :kisses: :kisses: :kisses3: :kisses3: :kisses3: :kisses3: for you. I can't stress how much I'm here for you if you need it.
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Thank you hun, means alot ya here. :kisses3:

When i was in hospital my named nurse told me bout the bio oil, and my scares were pretty bad hun, some going up my whole arm, now my scares have totally gone, well pretty much

slowlyfading wrote: »

Rose, I have no words to make you feel better. I am on msn if you need a chat. -hugs- hang in there. x x

Im here for you to hun, oh and good luck in any more exams you have, and well done on the recitals you have done soo farr, i hope your proud of yaself as you should be. i know how hard uni can be :T

xxx

rose07

Hello everyone

Tulip, gillette, karrie, tiff, sazzie, sf, qb, ethel, mac, carol, stenny, cb2, lrs, ltd, andi, blinky et all

just wanna say ....



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Sugar_Coated_Owl

Karrie, How are you? How did the appointment go? Was he/she concerned about your heart missing a beat and the chest pains that you have been experiencing?

How has you day been?

You are a lovely person hun.

(((HUGS)))

Ethel, Welcome back! You were missed. It sounds like you've had a great time and enjoyed yourself

Did you get to wear that red dress that you posted a picture of?

Loving the cat pictures that you posted

Let_Robinson_Sing, :T 1 exam down that's good :T Hope it went well. GOOD LUCK with the other exams. I know you've been doing a lot of revision lately. I've got my fingers crossed for you

10 days will go so fast, it really will and then you will see your girlfriend. At least you can text, call or email We are all going to miss you when you go off travelling.

slowlyfading, :T Well done! As long as you did your best what more can anyone ask of you. I bet you did great though At least it's all over. I hope you are feeling proud of yourself.

They may not always show it but I'm sure people do care.

Sometimes though we have to take that first big step and actually ask for help ourselves. It's very daunting I know but you will feel so relieved after talking to someone and seeking help. Why not go and see your tutor and tell him/her how hard you find things. If you don't tell them how are they to know? What about going to seeing a counsellor on campus or alternatively go and see your GP when you get back home. He/she will be able to refer you to the appropraite person so that you start to get the help that you need.

(((HUGS))) xxx

slowlyfading

razorbladekisses wrote: »

slowlyfading, :T Well done! As long as you did your best what more can anyone ask of you. I bet you did great though At least it's all over. I hope you are feeling proud of yourself.

They may not always show it but I'm sure people do care.

Sometimes though we have to take that first big step and actually ask for help ourselves. It's very daunting I know but you will feel so relieved after talking to someone and seeking help. Why not go and see your tutor and tell him/her how hard you find things. If you don't tell them how are they to know? What about going to seeing a counsellor on campus or alternatively go and see your GP when you get back home. He/she will be able to refer you to the appropraite person so that you start to get the help that you need.

(((HUGS))) xxx

Thanks. I can't talk to my tutor - he's not one for talking to really, and I'd just feel stupid. Plus, its the end of the year so there's no point is there? I can't see my GP at home as then mum would wonder what's up. there's no answer really! Thanks for the hug
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Tulip

slowlyfading wrote: »

I'm okay thanks, how are you?
sf x x

I am fine thanks SF,hope you had a good day

RBK: I had a nice meal at my parents yesterday thanks for asking

Katie

Karrie

Hey RBK :j

I am fine thank you. Yep went to docs. She said to keep an eye on my heart beat. I didn't tell her about the chest pains. I also didn't tell her that I had stopped the meds. Naughty I know.

My day has been up and down. Been thinking about my relationship alot lately. It seems a waste of time now. I don't know if we've grown apart or that we are just comfortable. I dunno. I am 41 next month and am wondering if I am staying with him because I don't want to be on my own.

How's things with you? How's work going?