Depression II

slowlyfading

rose07 wrote: »

......and sf read about you feelin soo low you hurt yaself, just want to give you a big . Try using bio oil on your cuts once they heal hun, i used it on my scares thinkin i would never get rid of them, but it sure did help, take care hun x

xxx

Thanks for the hug. I'll look out for that oil tomorrow

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sf x x

Karrie

imported_goldie wrote: »

Tiff , thanks for your detailed reply (you are up and about early on a Sunday arent you?) will look at thos websites soon.

Now the thing is I have done something really mad! (for me anyway). As I dont go out and my friends seem to have disappeared the total boredom of each day and pointlessness of it isreally getting to me. SO I have emailed some local amateur dramatic societies asking about helping out backstage. I really love dressmaking and offered to help with costumesetc - I really really do want to DO something and have a life again. They have said to go along to one of their meetings and have just replied to them saying I am very hard of hearing so they know what to expect. Even without being hoh I am extremely shy and self conscious so dont really know why I have done this especially as they must all be extroverts to be acting? Am I being silly and if I turn up will I regret it big time? Any thoughts greatly appreciated.

Hi IG

Go Girl!!! Well done you. You must go, it could open a world of new friends and opportunities for you. When is the meeting?

Karrie

rose07 wrote: »

I dunno what to do with myself. Ive had an awful time of it lately.

I need to talk to someone tho. So im turning to you guys.

Thursday night I went out, was a goodbye night out to one of my friends, she went back to London on Friday so we were all out having a good time. But then it was ruined by someone starting on my friend. Im not one to stand back while things happen, so got involved, I ended up being head butted kicked in the stomach and bruised. Im now feelin in soo much pain, with a bangin constant headache.
On Friday it was the senior race day and we headed up to the mountain to watch the race, it was great, nice day and the racing was going well, until one of the bikes seem to loose control and went into spectators, two were killed outright and the racer died too, and I just cant get the images outta my head, my thoughts are truly with there families tho.
Also on Friday one of my good friends died, I think tbh im still in shock, I feel sick, in pain and just dunno, I couldn’t sstop shacking on Friday, had panics attacks, and yet I cant seem to cry, its all just building up. And it reminds me of my friend that died 4 years ago at this time.
Then last night I was out and got arrested. I just want the world to swallow me up and die. Im feelin soo !!!!. I even contemplated on Friday hurting myself. Tho saying that im going on the bungee cage tonight ya never know the rope may snap. I know I will get through this I always do. Just needing someone to guide me right now i guess.

Things have also got worse between my parents, and I no longer feel I can talk to them. They aren’t setting an example, and aren’t there for me in the way they should be. My bf has also been away this weekend so have no one to hug, or cuddle me.

So any hugs much appreciated

Hope your all ok, and sf read about you feelin soo low you hurt yaself, just want to give you a big . Try using bio oil on your cuts once they heal hun, i used it on my scares thinkin i would never get rid of them, but it sure did help, take care hun x

xxx

Blimey Rose - sending you big hugs. xxx

Karrie

andipandi wrote: »

Hi all,
yep rather hot today,been plastering stairwell,got half done and done myself in also.

anyone have a view as to whether it would be pertinent to attend ex MILs funeral on tuesday,been on my mind but i think ex would play up,thing is though its not about her,its about myself paying due respect to ex MIL.

some info here ,one of my children had op and my eldest nearly drowned in sea , when i found out and asked why i wasn't told about daughters op(so i could go visit)and asked for details about eldest nearly drowning was told that neither was any of my business,this is often how my ex sees things so if i ask to turn up i know what response i will get so am thinking of turning up and then leaving quietly after funeral,

don't fry in the heat folks

Kind regards

Andy

I'd go quietly, pay my respects and leave.

Karrie

Hi everyone

RBK, Gillette, Katie, Tiff, SF, Rosie, Ethel, Andi, Blinky and anyone else who my brain may have forgotten.

I wish everyone well who is going through a rough time at the moment. This thread is excellent for support.

I am off back to the docs tomorrow re meds. I came off them a while ago now and feel ok. At least I can do a whole day without constantly yawning. My heart is still missing a beat and I have chest pains so I guess I'll have to speak to her about that. Blimey, since I turned 40 everything has gone wrong. Oh and I may hear tomorrow if I am being made redundant.

I realised that I am a funny !!!!!!. One minute I am a great person and the next I can be really down and offish. One minute I love my partner with all my heart and the next I wonder if we should be together. How can I expect him to understand me when I don't understand me!

Oh I am just rambling now and best I shut up.

Hugs to all

andipandi_2

hmmm think i will say this,when i met my mum after 31 yrs(on this planet) ex said to me "whats it like to wait 31 years to meet your mum and then find out shes a nutter", (indeed i was adopted)

kind regards

Andy

Karrie

andipandi wrote: »

hmmm think i will say this,when i met my mum after 31 yrs(on this planet) ex said to me "whats it like to wait 31 years to meet your mum and then find out shes a nutter", (indeed i was adopted)

kind regards

Andy

To be honest, it's a good job she's your ex.

Tiff_2

Hi guys!
Hope we all made it safe and sound through the weekend - doesn't matter how, as long as you did.;)
Huge Monday hugs to sazzy, ethel, elona, gem, stenny, rose, blinky, cb2, flis, gilly, rbk, karrie, ltd, ltf, lrs, sf, qb, andi, miro, goldie, beer, bunny, pumpkin, tulip, c-sh, cm -indeed, et al!
Good luck to sf on her final music exam! :T
Good luck to sazzy with her counselling tonight.:T
Good luck to those with appointments and tests and treatments today. :T

And to those of us who are struggling, remember guys - it's a temporary blip and there's no shame in asking for help if you need it.
Here's hoping this week will be kind to us all.
Much Love,
Tiff xxx

Sugar_Coated_Owl

slowlyfading,

with your exam

xxx

slowlyfading

Thanks guys! I'm sat here, all ready to go, nervous as anything! Tried to cover up my arms with make-up, its still obvious, but its the best I can do. Just think, in 2 hours time I'll be just about to go in! I can't wait until this is over, my second year will be done with!
Speak to you later, and hope everyone has a good day.
-hugs-
sf x x