New Life, My DFW Diary!

Lucy1982_2

I might do a trial run and see what they turn out like.

What scares me is OH's Mum is an amazing cook, and has already told me why my meatballs fall apart!

Sea78

Banana bread is an easy one, cookies are a safe bet too Good luck!

Sea xx

Lucy1982_2

I'll have a look and see if I can find some recipes. If not I might just find a nice box of something. Or see what OH is doing and go in with him. I probably don't need to get them anything, but want to as the will be feeding and housing me for the best part of the week!

spud30

Well done on the weight loss Lucy :beer:

Lucy1982_2

Password this week is Haddock!

If your interested.

Lucy1982_2

Morning all.

Well I am still waiting for my money transfer to go through, but I have to admit to bringing scarf and gloves with me today, it's so cold!!

I'm aiming to keep spending low today, I have a few things to get and I've got my dance class tonight, other than that I think I am going to hibernate for a few days or until the weather get's warmer!!

Anyway I have loads of work to do again today, so will try to get as much done as possible.

I've been very bad with food the last couple of days, so I am entering into the be as good as gold until saturday night zone so wish me luck as I am going to need it.

The plan it to keep busy so I don't eat and don't spend things I don't need!

Lucy1982_2

Morning all.

Well very boring day today. Loads of work to do and I have the dreaded monthly team meeting this afternoon :eek:

But I am sure I will survive. I went to my dance class last night and I have worked out that i've burned about 610 calories :T So I am going to try and keep that up with an aerobic's work out tonight. May have to go and check the calories used for that!

Money is good and I am hoping for a NSD today (or very low if not) But I can't believe how dark it is here today.

But everything is good, money is ticking along nicely, although I am still waiting for my money transfer to go through. I hate this stage of the month, but I will be able to close that account soon which will do me the world of good!

have fun x

Lucy1982_2

Oh I lied, the payment has gone through, so I have sorted that out and it is winging it's way back to my main account tomorrow!

Lucy1982_2

Morning

Feeling really pants this morning, in fact much like I did earlier in the year. I just can't seem to shake this depression this time.

I've eaten like a pig and I am sure I've put on the 2lbs I've lost recently and I don't know why I do it to myself. I am just so stupid. I feel like poo all the time and I am so tried.

I managed to do a 40min workout last night, but then ate more chocolate so undid any good I had done.

Problem is when I feel like this I want to spend money in vain attempt that I might make myself feel better, which it never does because I then feel guilty about it.

I have no motivation at work, because I just can't be bothered with anything, which causes a problem in itself. And the only people who seem to notice anything are my Mum, OH and best friend, everyone else seems to think I am fine or I should just get over myself.

Which is easier said than done. I'm wondering if I should give my slimming consultant a call, but I know I'll only cry at her and I'm not sure if I want to.

Life can just suck sometimes.

Sea78

Oh Lucy - big hugs to you hon. I am feeling exactly the same at the moment - it could be a variety of things - the darker nights, debt continuing and apparently my friend said it was a very rare full moon last night (I don't know, couldn't see it!) and so that could be having an effect too.

Are you getting enough sleep as well?

Sea xxxxx