Time to start again

kelpie35

happy_daddy wrote: »

Oh my word what an amazing post that has humbled me blessed me and gave me the believe Mr Bloater you are a star and I thank you dearly from the bottom of my heart MSE and lovely ladies that bless me and encourage me with my day to day life. Today has been a day of reflection I have walked miles just thinking, Getting things into perspective, and I am ready.....With support from family friends work and the great people from MSE .... I will Overcome

Yes you will.

We all have faith in you.

Emma knows how much you love her and you might think she will forget that with not being able to see you at the moment, but let me assure you she will NEVER EVER forget how much you love her.

Not sure if this is possible but just a wee suggestion.

Does Emma have a mobile or email ? If so you could keep in contact that way.

Please try to remain strong and DO look after yourself. (((hugs)))

happy_daddy_2

Hi good morning everyone hope everyone is well slept fairly well for some reason having some really weird dreams last night but if I was to be honest it's put a smile on my face I dreamt that I was going to the exes house to collect Emma and the door opened and I was greeted by a giant fish flapping about barking like a dog.....mmm. I always thought my ex was an old trout. Well I am back to work today 12 hour shift ahead...xhdxp

HeadAboveWater

happy_daddy wrote: »

it's put a smile on my face

I dreamt that I was going to the exes house to collect Emma and the door opened and I was greeted by a giant fish flapping about barking like a dog.....mmm. I always thought my ex was an old trout.

:rotfl::rotfl:

examplesno1fan

Hi There just wanted to say stay strong. Cannot understand parents who behave like your ex. Once (many years ago) my ex husband and I separated and I made him come to the house every night to see the children I never said a bad word about him especially when we went through a horrible acrimonious divorce. I used to tell them that's your dad and he loves you very much. Been divorced 10 years now and apparently my ex still criticises me. Just know you are not alone. It's very difficult to go through something like this but it will be resolved and it's obvious your daughter loves you very much. Xx Suz

happy_daddy_2

Well after a 12 hour shift I am feeling much brighter in my self today, thoughts are still with my daughter and I just believe something good will happen from it all. Part of me is blessed to be honest that the solicitors is two weeks away my head is so jumbled I have so much to say so I am writing things down just how Mr Bloater said and its helping I am so going to be ready April to give a detailed account. This evening I have been to slimming world lost another 1.5 so weight 14-11 so weight loss 1stone 3pound so far I have hAd a mid week catch up with my best friend and we have come to the conclusion I am the male version of bridgette jones just not the dodgy pants thank you for your support everyone night god bless x

kelpie35

Have to say I am so happy to see you more upbeat.

Well done on the weight loss.

happy_daddy_2

Thanks kelpie hey good morning to you I hope you are well and everyone else is I think why I have got myself upbeat for is that I have been down this road so many times before..and although frustrating it is one day I believe Emma will be with me I don't know when or how but she will be I have suffered with depression in the past but I believe I have got the tools to cope with it when days can be low sleep food exercise walking are a good start and not to be scared to express your feelings to the people that care very soon I really want to write down mine and Emma's story to show the frustrations on how I have tried to help Emma's mum and how I want Emma to come and live me because I believe Emma Emma's got a voice a voice that's been unheard and I am trying my hardest for it to be heard. Ultimately I would love Emma to be with mum and be supported but so much is happening and it's wrong and I will try once to resolve the issue but its always to mine and Emma's expense and that's so sad a child needs not one parent but two. X

examplesno1fan

Well done re: the weight loss I'm about to join you on the 12 hour shifts if I can get carers in to look after my mum!

happy_daddy_2

Hi everyone well I have had a lovely day at work today 12 hours done and dusted, Tomorrow is going to be a big test for me with me supposing to have my daughter but I know for definite it is no going to happen my parents received a phone call tonight to say its the last we have seen Emma Why pick on my parents when she has my mobile number, It shows to me something, I am in a strange type of mood very calm with myself at the moment, and I will remain that way Emmas voice I am desperate for it to be heard I am not out to get one nil up on my ex but a little nine year old to be heard supported and loved onward and upward things will be documented the smallest bit of detail Bring it on and everything that's ahead I am happy daddy I will not be beat, and will overcome . spends for today £3.20 Goodnight everyone x

examplesno1fan

Hope you manage to have a good rest HD. Although you say you are in a strange mood Calm is good. Stay calm, dignified and strong for your daughter. Remember Karma what goes around comes around. Upsetting for your parents. As you said Onwards and upwards!!!!