Trying for a Baby Part 8

mogwai

Aw good news about kitten, birdie I suppose 9 months isnt a hugely long time - I haven't been on here too long but some of the graduates are already mid way through their pregnancy..

I finally have some spotting and IME this Usually leads to AF so gonna call cd1 today or tomorrow...

Well, got the rain I wanted... Just need a book and tea now

atton83

amyloofoo; I unable to take medications as the seizures are down to sugar and stress as instead of eating i drank full sugar coke to try to loose weight

i have suffered with body dismorphia, anorexia and i have been abused by a family member and i have been raped, i have been to counselling before and as soon as you miss a meeting thats it they take you off the list but i didn't feel it helped anyway as my counsellor would sit and watch the clock and not listen to my fears and we didnt really talk about the past it would all be about what had been going on with me

i have been on prozac as well not on it anymore as i was constantly looking like i had just had 50 seizures

I stopped posting as i didnt want to bug anyone :O :eek:

This uni course will show me that i am not as useless as i feel at the moment, one of the things i suffer with because of my seizures is that you constantly think you are unable to do anything just in case you have a seizure, if i pass this course it will open the whole world up to me and i will be able to get a job as the jobs i have been sent to in the past are unable to hire me because of insurance and the fact that i wouldn't be covered when i had a seizure

plus it will show me if people will accept me when i have a seizure or if i need to keep hiding at home which gets a bit much and makes your head spiral over the silliest of things

I am not actually at the uni i am at the college of the uni so i am in a separate building which is even smaller than the uni and i have been given the student support officer, i have applied to student finance to pay for it all, i have also applied to the disabled student association to receive more help, i need more confidence in myself i know that but after 10 yrs of sitting at home you have those trains of thought instilled in your brain as its your way of coping through each day

i am also hoping that doing this course will make me stop obsessing over ttc in the 2ww as i get so lost with the thoughts that seem to send me into dark alleys of depression

did i cover everything ???

atton83

mogwai cd1 is the first full day of bleeding not spotting so your spotting not on properly yet

get the oh to get that kettle on and when he starts to moan ask if he could do what your body does every month that normally makes mine go ok ok ok i get it i am a man and i am inferia to you. To be fair my oh never normally has to be asked to make a drink he just does, have a bubble bath with candles and relaxing music and take things easy

hugs and chocolate also help

atton83

i just had that vicar of dibley moment were she sticks her head into the chocolate fountain

would this help you cd1's today or would that be too much chocolate?
omg what am i saying you can never have too much!!!

mogwai

lol - i never saw that episode but it sounds like fun...even better would be a fountain of chips mmm

atton ur right spotting usually leads to AF so the next day is usually CD1, starting to feel sleepy too as I usually do before AF starts and when I wake up from my nap (its the only time I do nap!) AF is usually here!

good_vibes

hi all,
congrats Lemonmelon, very happy for you
T2D and mogwai *hugs*
Am CD1 too today, longest cycle 30 days normally 25-27. So held up a bit more hope than normal. Did the curse of the test this am. BFN then full flow this afternoon. I do it everytiime.
The start of relaxin month, all I will be doing is taking folic acid have a go at preeseed around when I think I ov.
And defo no POAS this time, unless needed if plus cd35
Have a lovely day all

good_vibes

And GL to the ladies joining me on personal challange month

RazWaz

So happy to hear about KittenPie, I remember reading her BFP announcement when I was in hospital last year (I lurked here for around 2 years before joining) so I've seen several people graduate and have their babies

TeamLowe

lolso so happy to hear kittenpie had her little girl really did think I'd be right behind her and sexymouse though oh well, date has other plans for me

tink my tree came! it's lovely! there was a couple of holes but I fixed them, although rocky wanted more of the orange things that came out lol x x

amus

Congratulations Lemonmelon!!! :T