Taking one step at a time-after death, before birth

Buffythedebtslayer

That is so good to read XXX so brave and beautiful XXX

jwil

What a lovely update. So pleased for you and mini Kavics xxx

[Deleted User]

Hi Kavics,

What a lovely update from you, you and mini Kavics deserve every happiness xx

Tete_en_l'Air

Shedding a little tear of joy for you and Mini-K, long may it last! lots of love xx

fay66

kavics17 wrote: »

Mini Kavics turned 5 yesterday. She is so beautiful and clever, really caring. She is still into princesses and ponies and also does lots of colouring. She now plays volley ball for the local team and does folk dancing once a week. She has friends and is really demanding attention all the time. She is still a mini me. When I walk down the road with her holding hands, my heart just melts as it was always my dream to walk hand in hand with my girl. She now openly talks about her dad in nursery too, a month ago she told everyone at circle time that her dad died and he was the brightest star in the sky.

As for me, I turned 38 and fall in love. I met a guy through friends and it seems he is a keeper. He is fun and caring, and I can sleep next to him. Like properly sleep. My soul is at peace finally. I love him and I love spending time with him. He likes mini Kavics too and is not afraid to sit down and do some colouring with her or watch Barbie if necessary. I guess this is the update I always wanted to give you all but never hoped that it will happen. He wants to have children too so gives me hope that one day I can experience pregnancy, birth and motherhood again. I still love and miss Leo, he is such a huge part of me but I feel happy again.

this is so sweet x

miffy257

So happy for you and mini kavics. Hope you have a wonderful Christmas with your new love and all the best for much happiness in 2018 x:j

Morganarla

Thank you so much for coming back and updating us, I’m subscribed to your thread and honestly I cry a little every tome I get the email with the update. I’m so glad you’ve found someone to share your life with, so proud of mini kavics for turning out to be this little superstar, and so proud of you for keeping going through such tough times. Lots of love xx

Dinah93

Beautiful update Kavics, long may your happiness last x

dawnybabes

I’ve only just seen this, I’m so so happy for you xx

kavics17

An update this year if anyone is still interested.

Mini Kavics turned 6 and she is amazing. Clever, funny, caring and very determined. She loves her pre-school and made lots of friends. She plays volleyball twice a week and goes swimming too. She is skinny but muscular and is truly beautiful. She is very much into barbies and drawing, there are papers and pictures everywhere in the flat. She is chatty and talks all the time, thankfully still goes to bed at 7.30 in the evening, otherwise I would go mad just by listening her talking .

As for me, I'm 39 and engaged to that lovely man I met last year. I am also 33 weeks pregnant with another girl, due at the end of January. Very very happy and contented and I can't believe how lucky I am to get this chance for happiness. I need to concentrate on the birth now and getting everything ready for this baby's arrival. Mini Kavics is over the moon and talks to her sister every day.

Money wise it's been very expensive. We added another bedroom to the flat and did a complete renovation, costs us appr. 8000 pounds altogether. I had to take a loan of 3000 which I am determined to pay back as soon as possible.

That's about it really. Life is finally good. Miss Leo obviously but it' s now a completely different feeling, it does not hurt anymore. We talk about him and remember him but I guess after 6 years life really goes on. I would have never thought to be as happy as I am right now so thank you everyone who followed my journey.