No idea how I got here but need to get out of this place!

missrlr

Ouch and the body blows just keep coming. Just gave DH the link to dog text from Piq's diary. I had had a good giggle at it. He read it, not a murmur handed it back to me when I asked didn't you like it he replied "it was ok but not so amusing to be sitting there giggling about. Small things and all that."
Why does he say things that seem to indicate he hates me?

missrlr

Oh the silence is deafening and I have a big sore spot on my lip from biting it so I don't cry.
God I feel sorry for myself

Piquant_2

I'm sure he doesn't hate you, just is having a tact by-pass moment or two.

Will a shared glass or two and a film with him and doglet help?

Sending you an enormous hug

Piq

missrlr

Not drinking tonight as work day tomorrow but whilst I get frustration at things getting messy (I mean who doesnt) the nastiness and viciousness in tone and snide digs with comments about me my intelligence or things I do are really hurtful
Why?
More to the point how to change he situation and move on ?
Ideas gratefully received

missrlr

Right so have decided nose diving into one or more bottles of wine is not the answer as I have to work tomorrow and Mondays are my day from hell. Kicks off with 0815 meetings right through to 11 then catch up on emails and boss man in by midday so chaos reigns then. Plus off for day to Holland on Tuesday so me to do prep for that

missrlr

Travel went OK and didn't spend anything on the duty free so that is all good. Managed to create £10 from a credit card (signing up bonus) so that is adding to the funds for me

missrlr

Right so just doing paperwork in the office and realized I purchased some stuff for work on personal card so am due a refund for that 3603.50 as well so significant) - put that onto the spreadsheet and suddenly finances are looking better was trying to work out why the overdraft was looming for next month!
DH got confirmation through of the one off payment negotiated by the unions will be in this month's salary - toss up between fixing car and saving with that one.
Will be getting some mileage for the work stuff I am doing this month also so although have to spend on fuel the 45p per mile soon adds up.
Getting a lot pf pressure at work , really need to understand what the end game is and why we are doing some of the stuff I have been pushed to do.
that means setting up meetings and making sure I have the right questions to ask. Hopefully may mean I get more resource to help me .......

Piquant_2

What a strong willed person you are! The duty free cosmetics do it for me everytime I'm convinced there must be a wonder cream out there somewhere!

Good news about getting a refund on expenditure :jAlthough it beats me how you missed an amount like that

Have a lovely evening missrir

Piq

missrlr

I didn't miss it as only just been paid for on card and need to do expenses to reclaim would have realised when the card bill came in!

missrlr

Well piffle ended up sending nearly £100 on the rented House as the outside tap didn't work properly. But happy tenant and caught up with friends too soo all, good
Tenant making all sorts of positive noises so fingers crossed