MOOLOO'S continuing saga Part 4

Savvy_sewing

Molly41 wrote: »

Sorry to have to let you down . Hope you have a lovely time x

Oh you havent let me down. You mustnt think like that. I am still going to see some of the others on here, and can come back and tell you all about it. Just means that I am a bit more nervous thats all!.
You must just concentrate on staying well, or getting well again.xx

Big Hugs to you Molly, you are my best friend, and I dont think you could ever let me down. I am aware of your health issues, and know the family, etc so I completly understand where you are coming from. I know you will be there for me in spirit if not in person when things are not always right. Take care and DO NOT WORRY ABOUT ME! please.:D

Molly41

Hugs my friend. I will look forward to hearing about your adventures x

Savvy_sewing

Today is a lovely sunny day. But started it very early as I was unable to sleep. Washing was on the line at dawn!
Messages between BF and Myself have been passing backwards and forwards. Finally he wants to meet to talk. So I am not sure what will happen after all of that.
I will be sewing in a bit. Try and get some bunting done. Then maybe do a bit of weeding. Lots need to be done.

Keeping_Motivated

Mooloo how many years have you been in this exact same cycle with BF? On your diaries its always exactly the same pattern then you fall back into it then you start resenting it again then cut off contact then the texts start then you meet up etc etc...

I don't mean to sound awful but if you always do what you have always done you will always get what you have always got.

Savvy_sewing

Keeping_Motivated wrote: »

Mooloo how many years have you been in this exact same cycle with BF? On your diaries its always exactly the same pattern then you fall back into it then you start resenting it again then cut off contact then the texts start then you meet up etc etc...

I don't mean to sound awful but if you always do what you have always done you will always get what you have always got.

Oh I know you are very right. This was why I had said enough is enough. However he hasnt had his right of reply etc and that is something that I feel I at least owe him really.
If I do decide to return to the relationship, then I will promise not to moan anymore. However I really do not know how we can settle this one. Enough of him.
I have been sewing this morning. Made one of my buntings.
Just stopped for a cuppa and a biccy and I am going to go out in the garden with it.
The sun is always a great healer.

gizmo111

Mooloo wrote: »

Gizmo, I tried to send you a PM but your inbox is full. Wasnt anything much. just asked if you were going to the Bristol meeting still.
Just changed my hotel booking to a cheaper option at a B & B outside of Bristol. EEk. coming on my own now as poor old Molly is just not well enough to come, and I am not fit enough to help her.

Got to go, time to gather up twin2 and take her to the councilling. Rang the doctor about the Worms. Waiting for either an appointment or a prescription as the tablets are so expensive.

yes I am still coming and theres space now - when are you coming to Bristol?

Violetta_2

Mooloo wrote: »

Rang the doctor about the Worms. Waiting for either an appointment or a prescription as the tablets are so expensive.

Hi Mooloo know this is probably a bit late but check with your chemist they should probably do a minor ailment service that helps with all sorts of things info here
the chemist can issue prescription medicine without having to see the Dr, seems to only be for people entitled to free prescriptions & worms are covered.

Savvy_sewing

Morning. Well I am enjoying the lovely weather. Not so good for the water resources though. But its good for my joints.
Babysat for DGD2 with DGD1 on Friday, and then it was Twin1's turn to see her daughter. So brought her over here. She babysat for a little while and BF and I went out for a meal and further talks. Which was very pleasant, as there were a few walkwalkers/dancers at the Castle in Oxford so we went there.
On Saturday after we had taken twin1 back, we went to Blenheim grounds. I managed to walk quite a way, with the aid of my stick of course. We took a picnic, and DGD took her little bike. So it was lovely. Just stopped when I needed a rest.
Yesterday after spending the morning in the garden, we went to a Wedding Fayre with Biggest of Mooloo.
But on the whole it was a relaxed and quiet weekend. Staying away from the computer seemed to give me back hours!
Today its back to a bit of running around for some of the kids, but it fits in with some of the jobs that i need to do.
DGD will be at Nursery. She is ready already, which is unusual. So at least the war is being won on that angle!.
I just have time now to go and sort out my banking and makesure what I have is in the right places as I need to get some food shopping done, and pay the rent.

Savvy_sewing

Morning, the time is going so fast.
Today the electric board are sending someone to change some wires in my meter. The approved food delivery, and my Asda delivery are due. Molly's daughter is coming over to help me finish the painting in DGD room. I managed to get the paint in town yesterday, when I took twin1 to sign on.
The day was so lovely, but cold in the wind in the morning. In the afternoon, I didnt stray much from my swing seat. Rather lazy day.
my neck is not too good today, not sure why. Didnt think I did much yesterday that would have affected it.? Oh well.
I hope today is an odds and sodds tidy up day. Tie up some loose ends etc. While I wait in for all the various deliveries etc.
Forgot to pay the rent yesterday, so I better get that done today. oops.
Spent a little bit on some things from the charity shops in town yesterday. Found a lovely blue and white single duvet set that I think will be great for a dress for DGD, and for bunting for new babies.
I have several buntings to work on. Wasnt happy with the one I made at the end of last week, so I am taking the ribbon off and starting again today.
I can fill the day with all the odds and sodds etc that need tackling. So it will be down to the energy levels I have.
Had my shower, and now time to get DGD dressed and ready for Nursery. Will have to put a note on the door for the electrician and hope that he is OK with me doing the school run. No nattering at the gate afterwards today.

Savvy_sewing

Such a busy day Yesterday. I was exhausted when I got to bed at the end of the day.
I managed to finish the most urgent bunting today, and delivered it. Had to go into the loft to get my made bags down, and took then to the school. The head wanted a bag. She bought a bag, purse, and wallet. So today I have sold £30 worth of stuff.
So thats good news.
I had a massage first thing after I had dropped DGD at nursery. It was Lovely.
I had to go to town to take DS to sign on, and then I went to my councilling as well.
My councillor noted that I have changed a lot since he first saw me. Said I had some colour in my face today, must have been sitting in the sun yesterday evening with the kids.
Apparantly I was grey when I first walked in to his office in January.
He said that it was good that I had taken the time out to have the massage, and that I was to continue to look after the package/the whole envelope was his wording.
So my homework was a two fold one. One to try and do something different on a "date" with BF, and the other was to continue to make sure I dont forget my appearance really. Hair and nails type of stuff. He is probably right, I have hardly worn my makeup this year at all.

I finished some bunting that was ordered and thats been given over, and the school head had a few bits too. So I have sold £30 worth of sewing which covered my cost for my massage this morning.
(didnt cover my wages or my fabrics as well, but thats a different story).
It took me about 4 hours to make the bunting, and then there is the cost of the fabrics too, so for £12 I didnt make anything really. Oh well. I enjoy it.
Have another one finished and another ready to cut out.
So busy busy.
It was a lovely day again so after 3pm when I collected DGD we sat out in the garden for a while.
I have only done a light omlette for tea. She had several pieces of fruit as well.
It will be an early night for me. I am tired again.
Tomorrow I am hopefully at home so I can catch up on the housework. the place is imploding on me.!