The final chapter before 2 becomes 3...

jwil

Glad you have things to keep you occupied and that bump is doing well.

It's probably right to avoid cycling for the time being.

I have been thinking of you and wondering how you are getting on.

kavics17

It's been 7 weeks since L has died, time is flying too quickly. I am very emotional nowadays but I guess it's normal. I went to see my family last week for 5 days and it helped, it was such change not being on my own in the evenings.

I went for my scan last week and it's a little girl. She seems healthy and bang on dates. I had a good cry after the scan as he was supposed to be there but wherever he is I hope he knows that his little girl is growing nicely.

Money wise still not everything settled down, I'm waiting for a final payment from his company and once that arrived I will be able to close down our joint finances and sort out his headstone. I am now in a rush to pay back the loans, doing well on Lloyds,hopefully by the beginning of August it will be gone. I have huge expenses coming up and will make a plan soon how I will tackle them.

jwil

Congratulations on having a little girl Kavics. Glad all is going well with the pregnancy. It's nice that you got away for a bit too.

I like to think that our loved ones are watching over us, so hopefully your OH will be there with you in spirit.

Take care xx

miffy257

How lovely you are having a little, but so sad your dear partner is not there with you. Stay strong and look after yourself((((((hugs)))))))

kavics17

Started a new diary finally, if you wish to catch up on my journey you are all very welcome.

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