Starting again, with a positve attitude this time ..

ani_26

Hiddenidenity wrote: »

Yes he loves me, and tbh he is what I want but do i want it right now?

I love him but is it enough right now for me to want to stay? Dont get me wrong hes not perfect, but he is definatly the best
Im just not sure if I'm ready to trust someone 100% if that makes sense?

Ahhh trust


Doesn't sound as though you are ready? but then, trust doesn't happen overnight. .


So is it trust or control?

Hiddenidenity

ani_26 wrote: »

Ahhh trust


Doesn't sound as though you are ready? but then, trust doesn't happen overnight. .


So is it trust or control?

I dont know I dont trust anyone and the controlling thing isnt that part of a relationship to an extent, Im not sure I've never been in a "normal" relationship. I was with the ex from being 14 so I know no different than him.

I dont make sense do I

ani_26

Hiddenidenity wrote: »

I dont know I dont trust anyone and the controlling thing isnt that part of a relationship to an extent, Im not sure I've never been in a "normal" relationship. I was with the ex from being 14 so I know no different than him.

Ah, what is normal to one, is abnormal to another? What is normal? Nowt

I dont make sense do I

Cough, splutter........................................:)

ani_26

The sun is out, so i'm out, too :rotfl:

( gardening)

Back later x

Hiddenidenity

Thank you for listening (reading)

Enjoy the sun we have heavy rain and thunder storm

Hiddenidenity

Ok 7 items on Ebay listed at 99p not much but its a start.

Need to sit and meal plan, do the busgets, shopping and got loads of ironing etc to do. I really cant be bothered

sistafromanothermista

It's a start 99p starts usually go for a lot more anyway... fingers crossed..

Hiddenidenity

sistafromanothermista wrote: »

It's a start 99p starts usually go for a lot more anyway... fingers crossed..

Thank you I hope so x

Hiddenidenity

Good news checked lottery 4 numbers matched £66 :j:j

also 1 item with a bid on ebay already at 99p

ani_26

I haven't played the lottery for years. Sadly, there's no spare money for anything at the moment.:o ( not even the bills.)