Depression

blinky

learning_to_drive wrote:

I hope that doesnt sound too arrogant that post, i really hope it doesnt, after what ive been through im determined to follow my dream, i think what ive been through will make me a much better person and able to provide advice.

My one ambition as a teacher is to be a super-head, or even to stop bullying for one child, we all know how bad bullying can be, makes life utter hell, if I could stop it for one child, I would have succeeded.

No not arrogant at all. It's good to hear someone doing well and being positive. :T :T :T

It gives hope to everyone here - it shows that even in a short space of time things can improve.

We like to hear the positive things which happen to people as well as the bad things. If you notice most of my post here tend to be positive or constructive / helpful, though I'm not always sure they succeed.

As far as going into teaching - I have thought of another career shift into teaching. Your values are noble and I hope you succeed.

Good luck!

blinky

CarolnMalky wrote:

Evening, how is everyone tonight?

Hope today has been a managable day for everyone.
C x

How are you? Hope you have a good nights sleep.

Bed time for me - early starts this week, which at least means early finishes.

Few stressful things at work and 'R' had a bad day so I've been helping her this evening.

Pumpkin_Pie_5

CarolnMalky wrote:

Evening, how is everyone tonight?

Hope today has been a managable day for everyone.
C x

Hi Carol,

Today's been ok - mostly panicky and scared today. I am seeing my doctor tomorrow to get my medication. Unfortunately he scares me so much - I am taking my OH in with me. I wish i could change GPs but round here all the docs are full and so I am a bit stuck for now:(

Then my MIL to be is coming to stay on thursday for the weeken - Its OH sister's birthday party on saturday. I'd rather not have staying over visitors when i am barely able to get dressed some days but there you go...

hope everyone has a good night
Pumpkin
xx

feelinggood_2

My day has been awful - massive panic attack and really bad chest pains all night. Cried so much, really bad.
Upset a friend, cos I'm an idiot.
Life just isn't nice I'm so fed. So very, very, very fed up

CarolnMalky

Hi Blinky...sweet dreams hun xx

Pumpkin...talk to your gp...I used to be the same with mine until I had a breakdown in his surgery, and things took a dramatic turn for the better, if you are anything like I am/was you will be hiding feeling from yourself and others...I know it hurts, and its scary, but talk to the GP and let him know whats happening with you.

Talk to your MIL and explain the way you feel...I hid everything from my in-laws for ages then finally told them the truth and they have been excellent-they have been more loving and understanding than my own parents(which isnt hard considering they disowned me when I had my nervous breakdown!)

If you ever need to talk, Im here
Carol xx

blinky

feelinggood wrote:

My day has been awful - massive panic attack and really bad chest pains all night. Cried so much, really bad.
Upset a friend, cos I'm an idiot.
Life just isn't nice I'm so fed. So very, very, very fed up

oh hun,



It will get better.

CarolnMalky

feelinggood wrote:

My day has been awful - massive panic attack and really bad chest pains all night. Cried so much, really bad.
Upset a friend, cos I'm an idiot.
Life just isn't nice I'm so fed. So very, very, very fed up

(((((((hugs)))))))) I think you should call nhs24 if you have chest pains feely...even if just to talk to them for reassurance.
Friends---what are those mine all ran when I took poorly :rolleyes:

gillette147

Hi Folkes,

I've had a lovely wekend with my love.
Three perfect weekends together since we started.
I'm managing to stay myself and not have any doubts.

So sorry to hear about bad day feelie xx
Hiya Carol, I hope you've recovered now xx
Love to elona, tiff, sazzy, pumpkin (great name), blinky (handshake) and gorgeous ethel xx


And hugs and wishes to the rest of you all xx

CarolnMalky

Hi Badgie,
glad you had a nice weekend..glad things are working out for you .
I ventured out today, and was shattered afterwards, will need to build up my strength for London at the weekend :eek:

C xx

EthelBloggs

howdy peeps.. hope you're all fine

Nothing new to report really today.. the meeting was a flop because half the people didn't turn up cos of it being arranged at too short notice and they got confused

The cat is looking at me like he wants to kill me and he runs off when he sees me coming.. I feel soo bad cos he's my little mate.. he's always cuddled up on my lap or on the back of my neck in my hair and now he won't come near me

(_|_) is being a twit again.. He got home at 5pm, I got home just after 8 and he asks me whats for dinner :mad: He's also ranting about my son's friends being 'degenerates' and that they talk about him :rolleyes: cos they think he can't hear them. He just complained because I was watching tv with my son.. accused us of playing happy families :mad:

Arm was getting better but it's playing up a bit today.. my mums given me some cream stuff to rub on it to see if that helps so we shall see

As for me.. I don't know how I feel.. other than tired and drained. Oh yeah.. the hairdryer started throwing flames at me today, so I've had to buy a new one.. can't complain tho, it was almost 20 years old!!!


Big huggs to everyone xxxxxxxxxx