Depression

Sazbo

singlehouseholder wrote:

Thankyou Sazbo for your kind words.I really appreciate it.
I missed a days overtime today 'cos I couldn't face going into work,which is part of the problem....its hard to talk to people, more so my friends. Don't want them to worry about me,i'm the one that shores them up,they have their own problems.Was seeing a CPN a while ago, might see if Dr will refer me back to him.I'm really worried though, if the plug is pulled its all going to come out...

You're most welcome. You can talk to us anytime. It's often the case that people who are used to shouldering a burden are the ones who shore up others and don't get support they so badly need themselves. But it may be that if your friends knew about your difficulties that they'd be very willing to help - it might be worth a try. Do have a chat with your doctor and do see the CPN if you felt he was helpful to you. Hang in there, it seems daunting now I know, but just take it a day at time, things won't get fixed overnight but you will get there. I have to pop out now, but I will back later hun. Big hugs. Love, Sazx

Sazbo

gillette147 wrote:

Hi folks,

Been out for posh coffee with mates earlier.
Siting on sofa discovering Jeff Buckley.
I've had a headache for 3 days solid now. I can feel my ear pulsing. It's just something I get I guess. Specialist not interested and ADs aren't touching the headaches - even thought that is theoretically why I'm on them.

I have to see doc in about 2 weeks to see how i'm getting on and I will discuss it all then. I don't have any more lectures for about a month. So I just have to revise inbetween headaches.

I'm in a think about housework but not do any mood too. My new love is coming tomorow and it's getting a bit dusty round here. Oh well, I've washed the bedding - that's all that matters

Hope you are all well and enjoying the sunshine.
I've got the windows open - I know it's cold but it's symbolic.

I've got a fruitbowl full of apples on the turn. So it might be apple tray bake time - a mom recipie that i've loved since a kid. I wish my dad was still alive coz no-one makes custard like he did.

That thought has made me quite sad. Losing someone is a terrible thing and hugs to all of you who have had loss or are worried it's happening.

Maybe it's the ADs but when i have an emotion it seems much stronger than i'm used to. I actually quite like it. I'm not afraid of the crap - its more the happiness I can't deal with. I tend to push it away coz i feel its fleeting or undeserved or it's my self-destruct impulse. But I am trying really hard to fight the negative stuff with my new love. It's going really well with her, she's wonderful. We have distance and other limitations which are going to make it harder as we go but we will just have to cope with it. I hope the hats are needed for me and blinky.

Love you all
xxx

Hi Gilly :hello: Good to hear from you hun. Hark at you and your posh coffee!:D 2 weeks seems an awful long time to wait when you're suffering such bad headaches - can they not see you any earlier, if you say it can't wait?

I'm totally with you on the not doing any housework front!:) Tell me when the apple cake is ready and I'll be round!

Hope you have a good day tomorrow with new love, so pleased to hear it's going well. Enjoy feeling happy - you're entitled hun! I'll have to break it gently to Tiffy that we need to step up our savings into the hat fund!:D

I gotta run gilly. Be back later though.

We love you too,
Sazzy xxxx

queensway_boy

BIG HUgs to all

CarolnMalky

Hiya badgie boy...that tray bake sounds yummmmm!! I hope you make it in time for your badger friend coming to visit
Have you spoken to a pharmacist about your sore heads? there might be something they can give you to ease it a wee bit. When Malky gets headaches I always find a cuppa helps soothe it, and make sure you are drinking enough fluids too...gotta make sure you are 100% for tomorrow .

Thanks for the hugs QB :kisses3:

gillette147

CarolnMalky wrote:

Hiya badgie boy...that tray bake sounds yummmmm!! I hope you make it in time for your badger friend coming to visit
Have you spoken to a pharmacist about your sore heads? there might be something they can give you to ease it a wee bit. When Malky gets headaches I always find a cuppa helps soothe it, and make sure you are drinking enough fluids too...gotta make sure you are 100% for tomorrow .

Thanks for the hugs QB :kisses3:

I take migraleve even tho they arent migraines.
It works on and off.
Farmasists normally reccommend them or the stronger nurophen.
I haven't taken any today but am about to as it's getting even worse.

xx

Pumpkin_Pie_5

Hi all,

thank you for your lovely words and advice - OH and I had a couple of beers last night and he got us an indian takeaway which we watched with plenty of CSI. For a few hours I managed to lose myself and I slept well last night:j

Feelie: Thank you for the angel - I hope you are feeling OK? I agree with the other - If your Ads aren't working, you shoudl go back and see your doctor - there must be others available? Much love and hugs:grouphug:

Tiff: Thank you hun for the funny cat pics - Always make me smile! I know you are right, I need to stop worrying (high anxiety levels, even on a good day!):doh:

Blinky: Thank you for your kind words. I will try to be patient.:rolleyes:

Gillett147: Thank you - Good for you for starting a course - I hope you're enjoying it?:beer:

Sazbo: Thanks! I guess you're right about work. It was just a bit of a blow. the work needs to be done in a few weeks however and so I guess they couldn't risk me not being there to do it.
And I agree about scented candles - I buy Yankee candles off t'internet:T

singlehouseholder - Just a hug hun - I hope you feel better soon. if you sdon't, then maybe a trip to the docs would be a good thing? :kisses:

Hope you're all having a good weekend.:kisses3:

Much love
pumpkin
xxx

blinky

Tiff wrote:

Hey Saz!:hello:
Talking of blinky, I've been looking around for some 2-4-1 hat deals hun - what do you think of this little number?

or this one?...

Well, I think I've got the transport sorted out anyway - although it's always open to discussion!:rotfl:

Because I haven't been out so much, I've got another 33p for the hat fund - well, it was 64p tbh, but there was a catnip sale on & I couldn't resist!:o What's our running total now hun?

Sorry to hear work's been so hard on you angel - oh what the heck - take the weekend off! :rotfl: :T
Much Love,

Tiff xxx

:rotfl: :rotfl: :rotfl:
ROFL

Nice pictures.

I reckon you've got at least a year to save up for a hat, I'd have to save up for a ring first but I cannot see me asking her until late in the year...

feelinggood_2

Big hugs to everyone from Stenny x

Sazbo

feelinggood wrote:

Big hugs to everyone from Stenny x

Big hugs back to ya, Stenny hun! Sazxxx

Sazbo

blinky wrote:

I reckon you've got at least a year to save up for a hat, I'd have to save up for a ring first but I cannot see me asking her until late in the year...

ok blinky hun, that's good - me and tiffy should have at least £2 in the hat fund by then.... Love Sazzyxxx